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Tweak says, "Momma, momma, can't you see?"

Theodore Nott (nottfinished) wrote in finnigans_rpg,
@ 2015-08-01 15:38:00

Current mood:	guilty
Entry tags:	journal: battlescars, journal: seamus, journal: theodore, journal: tristan

Battlescars Journal: Anonymous
When will we finally be punished?

If nightmares are my punishment then should I even try to stop them?

Some people lost their lives, their whole families, watched their houses burned and their children mutilated in front of them while all I do is struggle to sleep at night?

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openbottle
2015-08-05 07:05 am UTC (link)

[Added some time later]

Would you being punished change anything? It wouldn't bring back those who died, so the only thing it could change is you. Would you act or think differently if you were punished? Do you think it would take away the guilt?

We all did things we regret, and made choices we wish we could go back and change. It was a war - not the best decision making circumstances. Even something as small as going left or right changed the battle, could have meant different people died or lived. ~~I was, and they did, do I deserve~~

Could anyone have stopped the war earlier, except Voldemort?

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	Anonymous Comment nottfinished 2015-08-05 10:56 pm UTC (link)
	No, you're right. I don't know. It would restore some kind of cosmic balance that I don't really believe in? I feel like I should be hurting more than I am now. It doesn't feel right that I'm not. Is it worse to do bad because you believe you're doing the right thing or to do nothing and let what you know is bad happen? I'm sorry. It just doesn't feel like enough. (Reply to this) (Parent)

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