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Tweak says, "hey now!! whats with the hatin"

Pandora Montgomery (pandacharms) wrote in finnigans_rpg,
@ 2015-07-05 00:17:00

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journal: battlescars, journal: pandora

Battlescars Journal -- Anonymous
There are so many days I wish someone would look under the mask and ask me a question or dig deeper than the surface. I don't know if I have words for it, but sometimes I suspect it would be dreadfully nice to talk about even a little bit of it.

Or maybe just to have someone care enough to ask.

~~There are so many times I'm so tired of being so very alone.~~

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	Anonymous pandacharms 2015-07-06 12:13 pm UTC (link)
	Sometimes I think it is worse when you know they care but they don't look deep enough. I'm all alone anymore, which doesn't help. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Anonymous Comment alliterative 2015-07-06 02:31 pm UTC (link)
	At least you know they care. If you know they care, you can say something. When you're constantly ignored for everyone else, you can't even say something because no one will listen. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

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pandacharms
2015-07-06 09:35 pm UTC (link)

It is possible they care? People get busy, though, or don't know how to reach out. I'm not terribly good at it because I'm struggling constantly inside myself, and it makes me selfish that I have to keep myself going constantly or breakdown.

So maybe be more vocal about it? I just don't know how to start a conversation where I can say the stuff I have inside. I'm not really capable of it

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	Anonymous Comment alliterative 2015-07-07 03:06 pm UTC (link)
	Write it down and go from there? Not good at it either. Sometimes writing it down helps sort things out. (Reply to this) (Parent)

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