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Tweak says, "I've never meant anything more"

Cormac McLaggen (macmclaggen) wrote in finnigans_rpg,
@ 2015-02-02 19:26:00

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Journal: Melinda
[Warded to Melinda]:
Out of nowhere, about two weeks ago, I told Lavender I love her. This is brand new territory for me. I need sweets, desperately, my lovely neighbor. I'm eating my feelings. And by "my feelings," by the way, I mean "FEAR". I'm eating my fear. But I also want a nice basket of treats to send to Lavender at her office, any suggestions? You're the best, not that I need to tell you that.

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MacLaggen's will be closed from the 13th of Feburary to the 23rd. Customized orders will still be out via owl that week, but new orders and the storefront will be totally closed. All is well and we'll be back to our normal schedule after the 23rd and I look forward to seeing you all before and after my break.

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_melinda_
2015-02-03 06:43 pm UTC (link)

Well, being Gryffindor DOES make you more likely be spur of the moment with expressing feelings like that, and believe it or not: it does affect the person who's hearing it. But let me ask you this: what makes you think I know how to do this? The ~~only~~ last man who told me he loved me started distancing himself immediately after, making me feel like a fool for not only believing it, but actually meaning it when I told him the same thing. It's nothing to freak out over, it's nothing to be scared of. Love is just a name for a feeling. I bet that if you'd instead chosen to name that feeling Benjamin, you wouldn't have been nearly as scared of it.

It sounds like you have a really nice time planned for the two of you, and I really am happy for you, Cormac.

I will put together a basket for her with the things I know she likes, but I'm not writing the personal note for it. You have to do that, and you have to pick out the card and the flowers, deal?

And I did not wake up on the wrong side of the bed this morning.

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