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Myka Ophelia Bering (beringandwells) wrote in expressnet,
@ 2012-10-06 13:08:00

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cinderella, emma swan, myka bering, prince thomas, {belle, {prince charming, {snow white, {the huntsman

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I'm sure you've all noticed Claudia has been gone for awhile. Even though I feel this loss and it cuts right through my soul. She won't be able to throw hurtful words at you anymore. I cannot apologise enough for the way she has treated you.

Private to Emma
Though Claudia is gone I will still help you against Regina. ~~I need something to do with my life~~

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	_fallen_snow 2012-10-06 06:26 pm UTC (link)
	Thank you, Myka. You certainly don't have to apologize for her actions; all the cruel things she said were hers alone. That being said, she obviously mattered to you, and I'm sorry for your sake at least that she's gone. (Reply to this) (Thread)

	beringandwells 2012-10-06 06:42 pm UTC (link)
	I feel responsible for her actions. If I had only tried harder I might have been able to spare you all the pain her words caused. She's the only family I had here and I worry with what she has gone back to. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	_fallen_snow 2012-10-06 07:07 pm UTC (link)
	You can't make someone be good or kind, they have to want to be. Her words certainly left their marks, but I think we'll all survive. The fact you're apologising now even through your own pain shows you've a good heart of your own. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	beringandwells 2012-10-06 08:39 pm UTC (link)
	No, I know that, but a part of me hoped that I could change her. If I had waited any longer the guilt would have ate away at me. I all ready feel guilty enough that I was unable to come through on my promise made to James. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	_fallen_snow 2012-10-06 11:04 pm UTC (link)
	That you believed in her enough to want that for her shows how much you cared. Don't. We both know you tried, and that's all anyone could have asked. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	beringandwells 2012-10-06 11:53 pm UTC (link)
	I..Thank you, Snow. I've told Emma that I will help if Regina ever tries anything. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	_fallen_snow 2012-10-07 12:04 am UTC (link)
	Thank you. I still hope she will find no point in attacking us here, but to know there will be others on our side if she does is a relief. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	beringandwells 2012-10-07 02:12 am UTC (link)
	Emma seemed to think that Regina would find some way. No one deserves what she has done to others but most especially you. (Reply to this) (Parent)

	[Myka] loves_abeast 2012-10-06 07:09 pm UTC (link)
	I--thank you. She wasn't so cruel to me as she was to many of the others, but your words are still appreciated. ~~Rum~~ My beloved was recently sent back as well, and like Claudia there are those here who are quite glad for that. I won't say that I feel your pain, it's your own, but...I am sorry. (Reply to this) (Thread)

	[Belle] beringandwells 2012-10-06 08:41 pm UTC (link)
	I felt it was the thing to do. Thank you ... I know I'll get through this but to lose two people that meant so much to me in a short span of time is taking its toll. I'm sorry about your beloved, Belle. Was he from your world? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	[Myka] loves_abeast 2012-10-06 11:02 pm UTC (link)
	I understand. Just because you know the pain will pass doesn't keep it from hurting now. And I know how it feels to take on things someone you love has done. He was. Well--mostly. It's complicated. I keep telling myself it's better that I was left here than the other way around but...as you said, I know I'll get through it, but for now it's difficult. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	[Belle] beringandwells 2012-10-07 12:03 am UTC (link)
	No, it really doesn't. It's comforting to know that someone understands what I am going through. If you ever need to talk I can be found in the library. Books have always served as a form of comfort. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	[Myka] loves_abeast 2012-10-07 12:07 am UTC (link)
	It is, some. For me as well. I may just do that. I--hope you find something to bring the light back for you, soon. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	[Belle] beringandwells 2012-10-07 02:15 am UTC (link)
	Getting lost in a book can make things seem much simpler. I hope so as well. The train brought a pet of mine from back home which has made things far less dark than they were. (Reply to this) (Parent)

	glass_slippered 2012-10-06 07:43 pm UTC (link)
	It isn't your place to apologize for what she did. You've done nothing wrong, and an apology is meaningless unless it comes from her. (Reply to this) (Thread)

	beringandwells 2012-10-06 08:43 pm UTC (link)
	I only felt it was right apologizing for her actions. I could have done more to prevent all of it but let her go on for too long. Too consumed with my own thoughts to see what damage I was letting wreck havoc before it was too late. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	glass_slippered 2012-10-07 12:21 am UTC (link)
	Well, thankfully it's over now, and she won't be hurting us anymore. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	beringandwells 2012-10-07 02:18 am UTC (link)
	At least you can live in peace and enjoy the time you have with those who you consider friends and family. This and past events have shown me nothing is certain. (Reply to this) (Parent)

	is_charming 2012-10-06 07:44 pm UTC (link)
	Don't blame yourself; you've done nothing wrong. The fault was Claudia's. I'm sorry, though, that her loss has caused you pain. (Reply to this) (Thread)

	beringandwells 2012-10-06 08:47 pm UTC (link)
	I can't help but blame myself, James. I told you that I would do my best and I failed. Drove Claudia right into Regina's web of lies. I fear I only made the situation worse. With every loss comes pain. I will learn to heal even if I feel as if half of my soul has been taken. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	is_charming 2012-10-07 12:20 am UTC (link)
	If you honestly tried to do your best, then you didn't fail. You didn't make a promise that you'd make her stop, or make her see the truth, you only promised that you'd try. And I believe that you did that. If you need a friend, I'm here. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	beringandwells 2012-10-07 02:21 am UTC (link)
	She was more stubborn than I thought and Regina more cunning than I imagined. Thank you, even though you have no reason to be a friend to me. (Reply to this) (Parent)

	cryoverwildlife 2012-10-06 07:45 pm UTC (link)
	She did very little to me. No need to apologize. (Reply to this) (Thread)

	beringandwells 2012-10-06 08:57 pm UTC (link)
	Then you were one of the few who were spared her comments. Nevertheless I felt apologizing to everyone from your world was the right course of action. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	cryoverwildlife 2012-10-07 12:19 am UTC (link)
	That's kind of you, even if - the way I hear it - you weren't the one at fault. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	beringandwells 2012-10-07 02:22 am UTC (link)
	No, I wasn't the one at fault, but I could have ... I'll always feel that I could have done more. (Reply to this) (Parent)

	Myka swanemma 2012-10-07 01:56 am UTC (link)
	You sure? I'm sorry your friend was sent back, but you don't have to help if you don't want? I wouldn't mind knowing someone is on my side but I also understand if you don't want to get involved with the psycho bitch. (Reply to this) (Thread)

	Emma beringandwells 2012-10-07 02:25 am UTC (link)
	Offering to help puts my soul at ease. The more that you have on your side the easier it will be to fight back against whatever it is she does. That psycho bitch took away what little time I had left with Claudia creating a rift between us. This is something that I need to do. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Myka swanemma 2012-10-08 07:35 pm UTC (link)
	Then I'm happy for the help. Like I said she's my problem but to know that I have people on my side will help put my mind at ease quite a bit. Trust me, she has taken away a lot from people. Thanks for offering to help out. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Emma beringandwells 2012-10-08 09:06 pm UTC (link)
	I'm glad that I can help in anyway. I won't let her take anything else away from people. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Myka swanemma 2012-10-08 09:12 pm UTC (link)
	Just as long as you know that Regina is a psycho bitch. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Emma beringandwells 2012-10-08 09:27 pm UTC (link)
	Oh,I won't forget that. (Reply to this) (Parent)

	Myka princethomas 2012-10-08 02:19 am UTC (link)
	I'm not certain we've met, Miss Bering, and I'm not certain you owe me an apology by any means. Yours were not the actions and words that hurt Cinderella, and no one else may take the blame but Miss Donovan herself. (Reply to this) (Thread)

	Thomas beringandwells 2012-10-08 02:38 am UTC (link)
	No we haven't. But please call me Myka. I know Claudia should be the one to offer an apology but I cannot help but offer one for not stopping her. We all make our own choices, I know, but I could have prevented so much. (Reply to this) (Parent)