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en_charlie (en_charlie) wrote in enigma_rpg,
@ 2009-02-17 22:14:00

Entry tags:

* complete, 2004-02, character: charlie weasley, retired character: penelope clearwater

OWL: To Penelope Clearwater
When: February 17, 2004
Who: Charlie, Penny
Where: Sky
Private/Public: Private
Rating: undetermined
Summary: Charlie reaches out, somewhat.

His mind was a little clearer after his flying among the clouds and he was soaked to the bone too. It was nature in sympathy and the skies were gray and mourning along with him. He was still perplexed by his reaction to the news... he didn't even display half that much emotion and grief over his own brother's death, why would this hit him so hard now?

Penny

I guess you've seen the Prophet by now with the terrible news about Alicia and Oliver. I can't explain why this affects me so strongly, but it does. Maybe its because its two of my brother's friends and my friends too. Perhaps its because Gabi's missing and I just keep getting a very bad feeling about everything, I don't know.

I feel so damned helpless and its a feeling I don't like very much. With that said, I can't sit back and let things get as bad as last time. Don't ask me what I intend to do, I have no idea either. I just NEED to do something. Maybe volunteer for the Aurors or do my own manhunt I don't know.

I guess I'm writing more because I want to make you understand why I feel like I do. Or not feel - I don't know where my thoughts are, I don't even know what I'm trying to think right now. So forgive the incoherent rambling and just know I had to write to you because I couldn't think of anything else while I was out flying to clear my head.

Love
Charlie

PS: I nearly threw this away and tried again, but I don't think it would have been any more coherent. Chaz

He watched the owl fly off and waited for replies to start coming in.

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en_charlie
2009-02-18 08:36 am UTC (link)

Charlie smiled as he read the reply.

Penny

I don't know if I can handle the funeral. It will remind me even more of Fred.

Of course you can ask and I would have listened. Better sense prevailed - Asher is coming over after work to talk more sense into my head.

I go flying when I need to think... it's a thing.

I really doubt you would have wanted to see me this morning when I got the paper... I was a complete mess and there was some cleaning up to do after. I might have killed a bottle of scotch when I threw it into the fireplace - still full.

I will definitely pitch up unannounced when I need to talk. Tomorrow?

Love
Chaz

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en_penelope
2009-02-18 09:38 am UTC (link)

Charlie,

You don't have to go, but if you do you know you won't be alone. Your family and friends will be there.

You go flying, I go for a walk along the beach. We all have the little things we do to find comfort and peace of mine.

Flamed Weasley? Not my thing.

Tomorrows fine with me. I'm taking the day off from the shop to get started on some plans for the shop, amongst other things. Feel free to come round whenever suits you. I can even provide food/drink etc.

Love,

Penny.

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