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Tweak says, "COOKIE MONSTAH!!"

Sebastian | Oliver (trickarrow) wrote in doors,
@ 2013-08-11 08:23:00

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batman, bigby wolf, green arrow

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Well, that didn't go as expected.

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Re: luke h/sebastian v

trickarrow
2013-08-13 12:01 pm UTC (link)

Everything I liked doing was tied up with either Nell or my family in one way or another. Maybe I'm just being stubborn, and that's quite likely, but - I don't know.

Right now, the only thing that feels good is the fights. Even when I get my ass kicked, it's still good because I can feel something. All that anger comes out and I can let it go, but it comes back afterwards. Plagues me.

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	Re: luke h/sebastian v onerule 2013-08-13 09:28 pm UTC (link)
	No, you're not being stubborn. It's hard to start over. But you can still live your life, even without your family, and even without Nell, though I wouldn't write that off yet. [...] Anger at what, exactly? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: luke h/sebastian v trickarrow 2013-08-14 10:50 am UTC (link)
	I don't know if I can do that in this city, though. I'm trying, but it's hard. Harder than I would have imagined. And the guy through the door... He's needed. So. I stay. Not for him, but. It's not as though I have any place else to go, y'know? Everything. Everything that's happened. What I did to Nell. Everything. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: luke h/sebastian v onerule 2013-08-14 10:07 pm UTC (link)
	I know how that is. I mean, I'd never stay for my guy either, but it's tough when they're bigshots through the door. [...] Yeah. Sometimes I think about taking Wren and Gus and leaving, but I don't know where we'd go. Maybe someday. [...] That anger'll burn itself out eventually. But if you've found a way to get it out, even temporarily, stick with it. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: luke h/sebastian v trickarrow 2013-08-15 01:41 pm UTC (link)
	Someday. Someday seems to mean never a lot of the times, doesn't it? Let's just hope this way doesn't put me in the hospital first. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: luke h/sebastian v onerule 2013-08-15 02:08 pm UTC (link)
	Yeah, but sometimes it really does mean someday. It's hit and miss. Don't worry. I'll teach you how to keep yourself out of the hospital. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: luke h/sebastian v trickarrow 2013-08-15 02:14 pm UTC (link)
	True enough. In advance, thank you. (Reply to this) (Parent)

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