That's sad. I'm sorry. Everyone should have a chance to be a child and have a child's dreams. I wanted to visit stars. Coralie - my sister - and I, we would lie outside at night. Since we lived in the middle of nowhere, the sky was always - well, the word we used was 'glittery' - at night. We had all kinds of elaborate plans for our trips. Memories like that sound insignificant, but they aren't.