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loki laufeyson ([info]toberuled) wrote in [info]doors,
@ 2012-08-15 22:14:00

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Entry tags:loki, renly baratheon

[locked to alexis k]
Tell me if I really saw you on here, or if it was just my imagination.


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[info]sonrisa
2012-08-16 03:45 am UTC (link)
well, well, well.

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[info]toberuled
2012-08-16 04:02 am UTC (link)
I'm thoroughly reassured that I haven't entirely made a fool of myself. How are you, Alexis?

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[info]sonrisa
2012-08-16 04:12 am UTC (link)
i'm well as i can be having a king in my head. how are you, mssr. capet?

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[info]toberuled
2012-08-16 04:20 am UTC (link)
A king? I suppose you could call mine a king as well, if he had things his way I'm fine. It's been a bit of difficult month, to be truthful. How long have you had a king in your head?

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[info]sonrisa
2012-08-16 04:26 am UTC (link)
a king, yes, & a snarky bastard. - perhaps 'fine' isn't the word you're looking for, sweetheart.

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[info]toberuled
2012-08-16 04:42 am UTC (link)
Which king? The one who just wrote recently?

Perhaps not. [...] I told you I was seeing someone?

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[info]sonrisa
2012-08-16 04:47 am UTC (link)
yes.

you did. how is someone?

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[info]toberuled
2012-08-16 05:05 am UTC (link)
He is a snarky thing, it seems. How are you faring with him?

Not doing all that well, I'm afraid. Hence the difficult month. Amongst other things. Did you get to experience the memories?

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[info]sonrisa
2012-08-16 05:07 am UTC (link)
i know. it's very entertaining. that, & he's gay. perfect fit.

i didn't. what was it?

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[info]toberuled
2012-08-16 05:23 am UTC (link)
You're lucky. Not everyone gets off so easily. He is certainly entertaining, if that posting is anything to go by. I'm not familiar with the work he's from.

It was a concentrated period of being forced to relive random memories of other people within our community of doubles. i saw but i can't ever tell anyone I saw some memories belonging to my alter's brother oh fine adoptive brother.

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[info]sonrisa
2012-08-16 05:29 am UTC (link)
so i've noticed. i'm glad. being inwardly tortured is not my thing. - the series is pretty popular right now. a song of ice & fire, they're called. i read them a long time ago.

i'm glad i missed that. i take it they weren't pleasant.

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[info]toberuled
2012-08-16 05:53 am UTC (link)
I think I have heard of them, now that you mention it. Aren't they a show, as well? I'm not caught up on my reading, or my telly watching.

Not fun, no.

[...] Can I ask you a question that might seem [...] biased toward your profession?

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[info]sonrisa
2012-08-16 06:02 am UTC (link)
yes. game of thrones. but you shouldn't watch it, mssr. it's nearly pornographic.

please do.

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[info]toberuled
2012-08-16 06:27 am UTC (link)
I'll cover my eyes.

Do you know anyone who has struggled with [...] addiction issues?

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[info]sonrisa
2012-08-16 01:10 pm UTC (link)
it's in the job description.

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[info]toberuled
2012-08-16 10:17 pm UTC (link)
Were they able to conquer them?

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[info]sonrisa
2012-08-16 10:23 pm UTC (link)
i suspect you know the answer, your grace: some.

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[info]toberuled
2012-08-16 10:39 pm UTC (link)
The ones who did - what pulled them out of it?

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[info]sonrisa
2012-08-16 10:46 pm UTC (link)
do i need to tell you that it's only in rare instances that willpower is enough?

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[info]toberuled
2012-08-16 10:48 pm UTC (link)
No. If not willpower, then what?

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[info]sonrisa
2012-08-16 10:57 pm UTC (link)
a myriad of ways: rehab. AA. dr. phil. a friend. loss. the power of our lord and savior, jesus christ. some had no choice.

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[info]toberuled
2012-08-17 06:45 pm UTC (link)
No choice? You mean they were compelled to by the courts?

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[info]sonrisa
2012-08-17 06:52 pm UTC (link)
that, or their life, or a relationship.

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[info]toberuled
2012-08-17 10:12 pm UTC (link)
[...] The someone I've been seeing has some problems in that area. I made sure he got into rehab, but I don't know if it's going to be enough. He's already trying to find people to break him out.

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[info]sonrisa
2012-08-17 10:19 pm UTC (link)
have you ever dealt with anyone in this situation before?

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[info]toberuled
2012-08-17 10:22 pm UTC (link)
No. I've dealt with addicts when I still worked for law enforcement, of course, but never in guiding them down the road to recovery.

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[info]sonrisa
2012-08-17 10:26 pm UTC (link)
the two are very different beasts. remember, you care about him, but you are not responsible for him.

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[info]toberuled
2012-08-17 10:33 pm UTC (link)
But I am responsible for him. If not me, then who?

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[info]sonrisa
2012-08-17 10:35 pm UTC (link)
he is.

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[info]toberuled
2012-08-18 03:46 am UTC (link)
[...] But I can't just leave him to it.

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[info]sonrisa
2012-08-18 01:16 pm UTC (link)
will he change otherwise?

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[info]toberuled
2012-08-18 06:52 pm UTC (link)
If I don't help? I don't know. I don't think so. I just discovered all the progress he made before this relapse was because his alter was nudging him along, and now that alter refuses to help.

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[info]sonrisa
2012-08-19 03:55 pm UTC (link)
do you know why?

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[info]toberuled
2012-08-20 05:46 am UTC (link)
In intimate detail. He informed me that it isn't his job to help Evan, while also summarily blaming me for everything that's happened. Not a pleasant individual.

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[info]sonrisa
2012-08-22 04:47 pm UTC (link)
i believe that.

what do you want to happen?

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[info]toberuled
2012-08-23 03:03 am UTC (link)
I want Evan to be well. I want everything to go back to the way it was, when he was getting better. And I'm starting to think that might not be in the cards, anymore.

[...] But enough about me, and my silly woes. What have you been doing? Hopefully your love life has a better landscape than mine.

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[info]sonrisa
2012-08-23 03:10 am UTC (link)
unforunately, this isn't a situation that is under your control. unlike some things, i can't advise you to do what you want to do - to change the world to better fit in your palm. i'm sorry for that. all i can say is - be patient, be kind, be loving, but know it's not up to you. beating yourself up about it won't change that.

oh, louis, you're so quaint.

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[info]toberuled
2012-08-23 03:12 am UTC (link)
I'll try.

Am I? I thought I was merely an irritant, going on and on about my own problems when you likely have plenty of your own.

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[info]sonrisa
2012-08-23 03:21 am UTC (link)
you make yourself sound like an allergen. you're significantly more quaint than dander.

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[info]toberuled
2012-08-23 03:36 am UTC (link)
I'm relieved to hear that.

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[info]sonrisa
2012-08-23 03:38 am UTC (link)
i knew you would be.

to answer your question, besides discovering someone else is in my head, not much out of the ordinary has happened.

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[info]toberuled
2012-08-23 04:45 am UTC (link)
How is your it the job?

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[info]sonrisa
2012-08-23 09:11 pm UTC (link)
as it usually is. full of aroused men.

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