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Doors Valentine's Day (doorscupid) wrote in doors,
@ 2014-01-31 22:38:00

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dean winchester, plot: cupid

Locked to Dean Winchester
Car speakers aren't sexy.

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	Re: dean/anon doorscupid 2014-02-03 04:36 am UTC (link)
	Do you ever have days when you wake up angry and go to sleep angry and everything between is angry too? What are you a hypocrite about? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: dean/anon hauntedsoul 2014-02-03 04:40 am UTC (link)
	Yeah. [...] My brother, mostly. In a lot of ways. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: dean/anon doorscupid 2014-02-03 04:42 am UTC (link)
	Like that. I hate that nothing's fair. Will you get angry if I ask how? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: dean/anon hauntedsoul 2014-02-03 04:45 am UTC (link)
	I know all about that. [Cursor blink.] Angry at myself, maybe, but that's nothing new. [...] I'm hard on him when he screws up, even though I've made a lot of mistakes too. And I hate when he gets all self-sacrificing on my ass but I do the same thing. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: dean/anon doorscupid 2014-02-03 04:48 am UTC (link)
	I was hoping the feeling would go away. Maybe if I got myself car speakers? Are you hard on him because you think it'll make him stronger than you? I know someone like that. I think part of being self-sacrificing is getting mad when the people you're taking care of take risks to keep you safe. I don't have any experience with that. I'm not very self-sacrificing. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: dean/anon hauntedsoul 2014-02-03 04:54 am UTC (link)
	Maybe. If I ever figure out something that works, I'll let you know. [Cursor blink.] I don't know. I don't think much about why. But yeah, it pisses me off when he takes risks. Especially when it's for me. [...] No one out there you'd die for? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: dean/anon doorscupid 2014-02-03 04:58 am UTC (link)
	Sex doesn't work? You don't think very much of yourself, do you? You do a good job of pretending. [...] Not anymore. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: dean/anon hauntedsoul 2014-02-03 05:06 am UTC (link)
	Sex is temporary. I guess not. [...] Thanks. I try. [Some more cursor blinking.] He's gone. My brother. Maybe he'll be back, maybe he won't. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: dean/anon doorscupid 2014-02-03 05:11 am UTC (link)
	Is love temporary too? If I could get him back for you, I would. I can do a lot of things, but not that. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: dean/anon hauntedsoul 2014-02-03 05:16 am UTC (link)
	I'm the wrong person to ask. [Cursor blink, blink, blink.] It's okay. Not like I expected it. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: dean/anon doorscupid 2014-02-03 05:25 am UTC (link)
	I don't know either. Do you have anything to remember him by? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: dean/anon hauntedsoul 2014-02-03 05:26 am UTC (link)
	Here's where it gets deep. You ever been in love? [...] Yeah, I do. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: dean/anon doorscupid 2014-02-03 05:28 am UTC (link)
	I don't think so. Have you? What do you have? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: dean/anon hauntedsoul 2014-02-03 05:31 am UTC (link)
	No. I tried to be, once, but it didn't work. Little things he left behind. And memories. That's what I have of most people. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: dean/anon doorscupid 2014-02-03 05:32 am UTC (link)
	Tried? I thought it was just supposed to happen. Why did you try? I hate memories. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: dean/anon hauntedsoul 2014-02-03 05:34 am UTC (link)
	Because I made a promise. Double edged sword, or whatever the hell people say. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: dean/anon doorscupid 2014-02-03 05:35 am UTC (link)
	Why don't you think it worked? All the women you have sex with in your car, you didn't love any of them? I'd rather forget. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: dean/anon hauntedsoul 2014-02-03 05:37 am UTC (link)
	I don't know. Because I wasn't right for her, probably. [...] No. Everything, or would you pick and choose? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: dean/anon doorscupid 2014-02-03 05:40 am UTC (link)
	You weren't right for her or she wasn't right for you? [...] They say it's better if you're in love. Everything. I'd rather not even still be here. I think I just made it deeper. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: dean/anon hauntedsoul 2014-02-03 05:43 am UTC (link)
	I was the problem. Not her. [...] Sounds too much like a fairy tale to me, but I wouldn't know either way. Then why are you? [...] Made what deeper? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: dean/anon doorscupid 2014-02-03 05:48 am UTC (link)
	I still don't think you're supposed to try. I think it's supposed to happen by itself. [...] How about with someone you care about? Does that make it better? I guess I'm a coward. [...] I made the conversation deeper. Should I fix it? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: dean/anon hauntedsoul 2014-02-03 06:18 am UTC (link)
	You're probably right. [...] It's different. Some people'd say you're brave. And I won't tell if you won't, how about that? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: dean/anon doorscupid 2014-02-03 06:23 am UTC (link)
	How is it different? I've only done it with someone I didn't know. Okay. Do you still want speakers? I can get you one of those girls that dances sexy to go with them. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: dean/anon hauntedsoul 2014-02-03 06:34 am UTC (link)
	Okay, what was it like? Sure. Speakers and a stripper, you just made my Valentine's. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: dean/anon doorscupid 2014-02-03 06:39 am UTC (link)
	It felt good. Not like I thought, but good. I could annoy you in person instead, but I don't think I know how to dance. I think dancing is required for stripping. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

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