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Tweak says, "Oh my God... I'm a Chav!"

Em knows your (truth) wrote in doors,
@ 2013-10-17 14:02:00

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abigail hobbs, cheshire cat, freddie lounds, gwen stacy, hannibal, hulk

[Public, Neil D, Alexander M]
[The moving men have been busy at the Aria the past two days. Furniture, boxes, appliances, everything needed for a new home in one of the Sky suites. And then hours later, the same men are removing the items, murmuring to themselves about people being fickle.]

I was excited about moving until I realised that all of these boxes would need to be dealt with. How I've acquired so much stuff is beyond me.

But the view is quite worth the hassle.

Sometimes, change isn't for the better, is it?

[Locked to Neil D]

My parents insisted that I come here. This was nothing done against you or yours.

I am sorry for this, but you know how my mother is. She does not take no for an answer and I don't have the energy to argue with her.

[Locked to Alexander M]

I've a hotel room until I can secure a new place to live. I stupidly ended the lease on my old place thinking this might work. Stupid Sam raising such a fuss.

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	Re: sam a/neil d incharge 2013-10-17 03:29 pm UTC (link)
	[Cursor blink.] That's an unfair question, Sam. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: sam a/neil d ephemeras 2013-10-17 03:31 pm UTC (link)
	Yeah, ok. I'm not smart enough for her games, Neil. I'm just fucking not. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: sam a/neil d incharge 2013-10-17 03:33 pm UTC (link)
	[Sigh.] I mean it's unfair because if I say anything other than yes, it sounds like I want to be near her. That's not it. I just don't care. [...] Look, it doesn't matter what she does or where she moves. I don't want her back. So her games, they don't mean anything. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

Re: sam a/neil d

ephemeras
2013-10-17 03:46 pm UTC (link)

[Long cursor blink.] That doesn't mean she isn't going to be trying shit 24/7 if she's right there, across the door from you, and it drives me fucking nuts that she acts like she's innocent of everything, and she makes me feel like I'm fucking nothing, and I just can't fucking deal lately. Fuck. Last year, this wouldn't have fucking mattered. Now, I just get all fucking worked up, and all I want is a needle, yeah?

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	Re: sam a/neil d incharge 2013-10-17 03:49 pm UTC (link)
	[...] Yeah. I'll start looking for other places. Hotels. Apartments. Whatever. You want to come? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: sam a/neil d ephemeras 2013-10-17 03:51 pm UTC (link)
	[...] I don't want you to hate my ass for making you move. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: sam a/neil d incharge 2013-10-17 03:56 pm UTC (link)
	[After a slight delay.] I don't hate you, but never mind. She's not moving in after all. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: sam a/neil d ephemeras 2013-10-17 03:58 pm UTC (link)
	[...] What? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: sam a/neil d incharge 2013-10-17 04:02 pm UTC (link)
	She's not moving in. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: sam a/neil d ephemeras 2013-10-17 04:03 pm UTC (link)
	Yeah, no, I got that part. How do you fucking know? No, better question, what the fuck did she say? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: sam a/neil d incharge 2013-10-17 04:05 pm UTC (link)
	She contacted me. Said it was her parents, not her, and she wasn't trying to hurt you. I asked her what the hell she expected to happen, and she insisted that she'd leave. Lease it out to someone else. So, okay. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: sam a/neil d ephemeras 2013-10-17 04:08 pm UTC (link)
	[There's a long delay for a joint and pacing.] See? She's too fucking smart for me. I can't play the fucking headgames she plays with you. I can't fucking win, ok? Whatever. I've got the studio. I don't need her fucking hotel, and I don't need her fucking head games. Tell her she wins or whatever. Congratufuckinglations. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: sam a/neil d incharge 2013-10-17 04:10 pm UTC (link)
	[...] Wins what? How the hell did her not moving in just become a bad thing? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: sam a/neil d ephemeras 2013-10-17 04:12 pm UTC (link)
	Just, don't worry about it. Whatever. It's fine. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: sam a/neil d incharge 2013-10-17 04:17 pm UTC (link)
	~~What did I do wrong this time~~ I don't know what the fuck I'm supposed to do, Sam. She's not moving in. She didn't win anything. But fine. Okay. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: sam a/neil d ephemeras 2013-10-17 04:19 pm UTC (link)
	Neil, you don't get it. She's fucking playing with you. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: sam a/neil d incharge 2013-10-17 04:20 pm UTC (link)
	She tried playing the pity card and I didn't fall for it. She's leaving! She won't be here. Isn't that good? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: sam a/neil d ephemeras 2013-10-17 04:23 pm UTC (link)
	[...] Yeah, baby, it's good. Anyway, I don't live there or whatever. I just crash sometimes. It's fine, yeah? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: sam a/neil d incharge 2013-10-17 04:27 pm UTC (link)
	~~You just~~ I said I would move Yeah, sure. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: sam a/neil d ephemeras 2013-10-17 04:31 pm UTC (link)
	[...] You don't mean that, yeah? Neither do I, so, I guess it's only fucking fair. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: sam a/neil d incharge 2013-10-17 04:34 pm UTC (link)
	[...] No, I don't. I get what you're saying. I do. I just don't get how her not moving in means I'm falling for her headgames or whatever. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

Re: sam a/neil d

ephemeras
2013-10-17 04:37 pm UTC (link)

I didn't say you fell for them. I said she was fucking with your head. Playing more of her shit. Trying her stupid ass crap some more, and I just want her to fucking stop. Every time she does this shit, we fight. Or I feel like shit and get high. Or you get upset because you think shit's fucked up. Even if you don't fall for it, it still fucks with us, yeah? And I get if you feel sorry for her because of way back when or whatever, I do, but my nerves are so fucked up right now, and I know I look paranoid and fucking nuts. I get that too.

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	Re: sam a/neil d incharge 2013-10-17 04:44 pm UTC (link)
	[Cursor blink.] I don't think you're paranoid, and I don't think you're nuts. I get it now. [...] But you're right. It does fuck with us. I want her to stop too, and I'm trying to cut shit off before it can get rolling. And I don't feel sorry for her. We dated back in college, but it's over. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: sam a/neil d ephemeras 2013-10-17 04:49 pm UTC (link)
	I'm not actually accusing you of wanting to fuck her. It's not that, yeah? But how the fuck do we get her to stop if she fucking won't? This time, she buys a hotel, tries to move in, contacts you and graciously agrees not to. What the fuck is next? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: sam a/neil d incharge 2013-10-17 04:50 pm UTC (link)
	I don't know. If she sees that I'm not biting, won't she just give up and go away? Or, another one of my brothers is in town. I could always sic him on her. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)