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Kanaye Satou (zealousemperor) wrote in disappear_rpg,
@ 2010-01-22 19:06:00

Entry tags:

kanaye, seiko

WHO: Kanaye, Seiko
WHAT: Advice
WHERE: Her dorm
WHEN: Before Keiichi is shadowfied.
WHY: ~~Because I want threads.~~ Because Kanaye wants advice and Seiko is better then Kozue when it comes to things that are not sex.

Kanaye didn't even bother dressing up. He doubted anyone would care if he got spotted in the girls' dorms, especially considering he sent a text to Maeko (Am going to go to the girls dorms in order to ask Seiko for advice on what to do. If people say they saw me, I was there, and that is the reason I was there. I haven't given up on you that quickly). He simply walked up to a girl and asked where Seiko's room is. Given Seiko is very infamous, most people would know where her dorm is, right? And even if not, he'd find someone eventually.

After a bit of asking, he did find out. He walked over to the correct dorm and knocked on it twice. "Seiko-chan? It's Kanaye. I have stuff I need to ask you about..."

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mellow_lellow
2010-01-23 04:07 am UTC (link)

"We all mess up Kanaye, Hell I'm proof of that. But we move on we try to change." she said patting his back comfortingly.

Seiko pulled an almost irritated expression for a second not out of real anger but hurt that her compassion was being questioned, "Kanaye if I say it I mean it. Do you remember me ever lying about anything before?"

Seiko blinked a few times as Kanaye pulled himself up to her shoulder, reminding herself he was very upset so he probably wasn't grabbing her on purpose, at least not in that sense. "Why would I lie? I don't get anything from lying, I really do just want to be your friend."

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zealousemperor
2010-01-23 04:13 am UTC (link)

"So? I'm just gonna mess up and hurt her again. And we'll just keep hurting her until nothing is left and..." Kanaye was pretty much yelling by this point. Given he was still clinging to her, it probably hurt.

"I wouldn't know! If you were lying you wouldn't tell me you were lying! It's kind of the point!"

"I don't know. You want my money? Maybe you want to have sex with me? You could just ask! I'm hot! I know that!" Kanaye let go and started fumbling with his shirt. "I could do that! I'll do whatever you want! Just don't leave!"

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mellow_lellow
2010-01-23 04:22 am UTC (link)

Seiko wasn't exactly comfortable in Kanaye's grip, but was too polite to say anything about it.

Seiko stared slightly in shock as Kanaye started shouting then with an unhappy look slapped him just to get him to be quiet because she was fairly sure talking to him was not going to work at all until she got him to stop.

"Listen to me, I do not want to have sex with you, I don't want your money. I want to be your friend, but please don't start trying to take your clothes off suddenly." she said calmly. "Its not very kind for you to say I'm the kind of person who'd leave a friend."

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zealousemperor
2010-01-23 04:27 am UTC (link)

Kanaye stared in shock, his shirt still half off. Did she just slap him? Did she hate him? That'd be refreshing, but then she went on say that she wants to be friends with it. Kanaye was confused. "...No, you don't. I'm whiny, I can't do anything right, I'm a drunk, I...Are you sure you just don't want me to give you my money?"

"Well, you can solve that problem by not actually being my friend."

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mellow_lellow
2010-01-23 04:33 am UTC (link)

"I...you..." Seiko struggled for a moment then collected herself. "Kanaye we are friends, that isn't going to change, I'm just asking you to stay clothed and trust me not to go."

Seiko sighed, she really did want to be Kanaye's friend, he was too vulnerable to not attract her friendship. After all she knew underneath he was a good person, and also subconsciously she was drawn to people with problems because she could 'fix' them, worry about them and not herself. Not that she did it on purpose at all.

"Besides how could I hate you for drinking? I was so many times worse."

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	zealousemperor 2010-01-23 04:37 am UTC (link)
	Kanaye blinked a bit and sighed. He started putting his shirt back on. "For how long, though? A few days? A week? A month? It's going to end eventually. And it'll get worse as time passes..." Kanaye tugged his shirt and shook his head. "But you changed. Something that I can't do." (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

mellow_lellow
2010-01-23 03:41 pm UTC (link)

"Kanaye you can't always be worrying about those things, because if you are you may end up pushing people away. The only way you can be sure most people won't leave you is by treating them with respect and not doubting them." She sighed. "I don't want to be in another situation where I have to slap you to get you to stop."

Seiko was still a little shocked from the whole 'do you want to sleep with me?' thing. After all she dreaded to think what her response would have been a year ago. She had tried to steer clear of anything like that since she had changed.

"You didn't know me then...if I could change you certainly could. Of course it is hard, but it is possible for anyone."

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	zealousemperor 2010-01-23 06:28 pm UTC (link)
	"...I know. I'm pathetic, aren't I? Self fufilling prophecy and all that..." He sighed. "I do respect them. I don't do anything they don't want to do. Why do they leave, then?" "I'm not anyone. I'm worthless..." (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

mellow_lellow
2010-01-23 07:21 pm UTC (link)

Seiko lent back against the head of her bed and gave Kanaye an appraising look. "Well I guess sometimes people find you hard to deal with because you let your emotions take over, like how you and Aoi-san fight." She tugged at her hair. "I learnt its best not to rock the boat, not to even go near the boat... " she laughed. "There is a lot of stuff about us that was similar so I get it, really. But I'm not going to stand for you doubting me. Just trust me okay?"

Seiko gave another sigh, "you aren't worthless, I mean you were awesome in practice...even though we died..."

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	zealousemperor 2010-01-23 07:25 pm UTC (link)
	"What, would you rather me be like Kou? Never show anything off at all, and just keep it inside?" Kanaye sighed. "I...that's...running away." "...Fine. But if you leave..." "Exactly! You died! I couldn't protect you! I'm worthless..." (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

mellow_lellow
2010-01-23 07:31 pm UTC (link)

"No not like that, just not trying to hurt people so much, I mean the stuff with Aoi-san is what lead to problems with Maeko-chan. I know she seems kind of-" she paused to think for a moment "odd maybe? But life is too short to spend arguing right?" She patted Kanaye on the shoulder.

"I'm not going to leave, how many times do I have to say that? As long as you don't become a mass murder we are cool okay?"

She laughed at his last comment. "Nah we had Kozue to bring us back! Besides-" she pretended to flex "I'm a beast in combat apparently!"

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	zealousemperor 2010-01-23 07:34 pm UTC (link)
	"I don't try to hurt people that don't try to hurt me! Why does no one get that..." Kanaye twitched. "Odd? She's a freaking stalker!" "...Thanks..." "So? I couldn't protect you in the first place..." (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

mellow_lellow
2010-01-23 07:51 pm UTC (link)

"Even if they try to hurt you hurting them back can make it worse. It becomes a cycle." she shrugged "I understand why you do it."

Seiko smiled a little at his comment about Misaki. "I haven't met her much, but I think she's just a bit unaware of the world, admittedly she has probably caused a lot of trouble for you..."

She shook her head. "I don't need protecting, I can look after myself, I don't need to rely on people, you don't have to look after me..."

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	zealousemperor 2010-01-23 07:54 pm UTC (link)
	"Yeah, but they shouldn't have hurt me in the first place!" "I don't care if she's unaware or anything, she's stupid!" "...But it's the only thing I can do..." (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

mellow_lellow
2010-01-23 08:50 pm UTC (link)

Seiko sighed, she didn't want to argue with Kanaye when she couldn't change his mind or calm him down with disagreeing with him.

"She won't change though, at least not soon I imagine." she shrugged "She probably can't see that there is anything wrong."

"Don't be silly, there are a lot of other things you can do, this fighting stuff, its not what is important in life."

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	zealousemperor 2010-01-23 09:07 pm UTC (link)
	"Of course not. She's a precious little princess that's never wrong..." He growled. "...But I can't do anything in real life, either." (Reply to this) (Parent)

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