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Kanaye Satou (zealousemperor) wrote in disappear_rpg,
@ 2009-12-01 22:29:00

Entry tags:

kanaye, maeko

Who: Kanaye and Maeko
What: Random date
Where: Random anpan place. Or something.
When: Before Tom's dungeon.
Why: I like threads.

Kanaye was waiting outside the restaurant happily. He did everything happily when it came to Maeko. He'd probably cry happily. Well, depending on why he was crying. If he was crying because she said she loved him when he was in a bad spot, he'd be happy. If he was crying because she broke up with him, he probably wouldn't be very happy.

Kanaye STILL wasn't sure why Maeko dated him, even with that spectacle at the party. For one, he was a complete and utter asshole to her best friend, not that she doesn't deserve it. For two, he was an alcoholic. He wouldn't sell her out for ANYTHING, but he'd probably come rather close. And finally, Kanaye didn't know why Maeko actually loved him. He was clingy, he was obsessive...

Not that he'd talk about these worries to her. He didn't want to give her a justification she didn't already have for dumping him. He smiled and waited.

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	zealousemperor 2009-12-02 10:33 pm UTC (link)
	Kanaye shook his head. "I doubt that, Maeko-chan. Can you honestly believe that Misaki can do bad things? I mean, at most, she just seems misguided." ...Oh. Well, that certainly explains nothing. "Well, that's true. Do you think they've gone very far yet?" he asked, trying to make small talk. His choice in subject left a lot to be desired. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	giantfruitbyday 2009-12-02 10:40 pm UTC (link)
	"Of course she can. Everyone's capable of bad things. I don't think she would, though." An awkward subject for small talk indeed! "I...don't really ask her. It's not any of my business." (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	zealousemperor 2009-12-02 10:44 pm UTC (link)
	Kanaye shrugged. "If you think so." He smiled for a bit, the first in a while. "Well, yeah, but I guess that means she's still a virgin, right? I mean, she seems like the kind of person to tell someone, even if it's not you. I don't know why it wouldn't be you, but eh." (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	giantfruitbyday 2009-12-02 11:25 pm UTC (link)
	"Um, I guess so." There was something Maeko had been trying not to think about too hard. "I don't know if she'd tell me, that sort of thing seems kind of personal but..." (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	zealousemperor 2009-12-02 11:34 pm UTC (link)
	Kanaye leaned back in his chair. "Well, true enough, but this IS Misaki we're talking about." Their conversation was interrupted by the waiter arriving. He smiled at the waiter, and looked up at Maeko. "I am not giving up on this, I owe you too much already. Get whatever you want. My treat." (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	giantfruitbyday 2009-12-03 12:39 am UTC (link)
	Maeko was about to argue about this again but decided not to, already too exhausted from work to argue. "Okay. Thank you." She said, clenching her teeth for a few seconds but smiling. "Anpan!" She said, nodding. Because it was her favourite and certainly not at all because it was also the cheapest thing. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	zealousemperor 2009-12-03 12:47 am UTC (link)
	Kanaye completely missed the teeth clenching. "Well, it looks like I now know what to get you if I ever try to make a bento." He said happily. "I'll have some anpan as well." Definitely because he liked and and obviously not because he wanted to look like he liked it in front of Maeko. Certainly not. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	giantfruitbyday 2009-12-03 01:03 am UTC (link)
	WEB OF LIES that was ordering food done with, Maeko thought for a second, trying to come up with a conversation topic that wasn't the one they'd been discussing when they left off. "Aren't you worried? About what could be over there this time, I mean." (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	zealousemperor 2009-12-03 01:09 am UTC (link)
	Kanaye blinked. He didn't know why Maeko was so worried about paradise. Still, he smiled softly and squeezed her hand. "I'm not worried at all. We've done this several times already. I think we can do it again. I survived yours. I think I can survive Tom's." Kanaye didn't really think he 'survived' Maeko's dungeon very well, but he wasn't going to tell her that. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	giantfruitbyday 2009-12-03 01:35 am UTC (link)
	"Really?" Well that made sense. She really was the only one that was scared. "It's not that I don't think we'll succeed but knowing that we're going to be going through an environment that's actively trying to kill us and not knowing anything else about it, it's worrying." (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	zealousemperor 2009-12-03 01:39 am UTC (link)
	Kanaye looked at Maeko seriously and grabbed her other hand with his. "I promise you, Maeko-chan. I will not let you get hurt. I know that you want me to take care of myself, and I will. But I can't let you get hurt. I hope you understand." (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	giantfruitbyday 2009-12-03 02:03 am UTC (link)
	Maeko squeezed Kanaye's hands, smiling. It was comforting to know that he would keep her safe even if she was well aware that she shouldn't NEED protecting. "...as long as you're not getting yourself hurt unnecisarrily." (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	zealousemperor 2009-12-03 02:08 am UTC (link)
	Kanaye smiled. "Don't worry, Maeko-chan. I won't. I need some protecting of myself, after all. And you are very good at that. Let's just look out for one another, alright?" (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	giantfruitbyday 2009-12-03 02:45 am UTC (link)
	"Of course!" Maeko said, nodding. "If you must get yourself hurt I won't let you stay that way for long." (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	zealousemperor 2009-12-03 02:50 am UTC (link)
	Kanaye laughed. "You act as if I WANT to get hurt." The anpan arrived. Kanaye smiled at the waiter and bit into it. Still mediocre. Still need to pretend it's god's gift to earth. "Excellent!" (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	giantfruitbyday 2009-12-03 03:13 am UTC (link)
	"Maybe if you got yourself hurt less I'd believe you don't" Maeko said, squeezing Kanaye's hand one last time before turning her attention to the anpan. "Yup!" She chirped, taking a bite. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	zealousemperor 2009-12-03 03:18 am UTC (link)
	Kanaye looked at the anpan with a dazed expression on his face. When he responded, his voice was hollow and monotone. "Of course. Everything I do is entirely my fault. The only reason I get hurt is because I want to get hurt. Glad to see you see it my way, Maeko-chan." Kanaye bit into his anpan with an expression of boredness. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	giantfruitbyday 2009-12-03 03:29 am UTC (link)
	Even Maeko couldn't miss the change in tone there. "I-it was-..." She trailed off, shaking her head. Because she didn't quite know where 'explaining oneself' finished and 'excuses' began she chose to avoid both. "-sorry, that wasn't funny. I won't do it again. Are you okay?" (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	zealousemperor 2009-12-03 03:38 am UTC (link)
	Kanaye just stared at Maeko a bit before smiling, somewhat strained. "No, no, no, it was just a joke. Don't worry, Maeko-chan. I'm the one with problems. Don't worry about it, Maeko-chan. I don't hold it against you." (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	giantfruitbyday 2009-12-03 03:48 am UTC (link)
	"Sorry-" Maeko mumbled again, nodding quietly and taking another bite of anpan to give herself time to think of anything at all else to say. And reminding herself that jokes were bad. Unable to think of something to say, she decided to stick with eating in silence in very small bites. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	zealousemperor 2009-12-03 03:53 am UTC (link)
	"Not your fault..." Kanaye mumbled in response, picking up the anpan and eating it somewhat slower. In an attempt to strike up conversation, Kanaye decided to bring up something he thought was safe. "Um, Maeko-chan...I'm...I...Why do you go out with me?" Kanaye's definition of "safe" is vastly different from the rest of the world. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	giantfruitbyday 2009-12-03 04:04 am UTC (link)
	"Huh? Because you asked, I guess. And you were protecting me the whole time in Ikeda-san's thing so-" She trailed off, not currently possessing the words to finish that sentence with a good lie and hoping it sounded like a good thing rather than 'I owed you'. (Reply to this) (Parent)

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