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Aoi, Misaki ([info]pinksunbeam) wrote in [info]disappear_rpg,
@ 2009-10-05 10:38:00

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Entry tags:kanaye, maeko, misaki

Moving Day....
Who: Misaki, Maeko, and anyone that finds them moving
What: The duo heading to the dorms to move into their new place
When: Afternoon after school
Where: Streets of Iburi
Why: Because they both want out of their home situations



Misaki held ont her one suitcase and the backpack as she glanced over at Maeko who was walking with her. She could still hear her mother's comments as they were gathering the last of her things.

"Be sure that you don't do anything stupid Misaki. I don't want you to hurt Maeko-san's reputation, and embarrass her. You're lucky you have someone like her willing to stay with you. Please remember you're representing this family in there, I don't need to hear from my co-workers that my daughter was making a mess of things and being ignorant," her mother had said. Though she had, surprisingly given her a small hug before she left. It was strange seeing her house at such a distance and not coming back to it.

I wonder how Maeko-chan feels about all this. I mean she's leaving her family too... Misaki thought as they walked then out of habit reached over and squeezed Maeko's hand and smiled.

"Maeko-chan, did I tell you that I'm glad your my friend? I don't know how I could have done this if I didn't know you were going to be there with me." Letting go of Maeko's hand she reached into the small bag she had with her and pulled out a small container. "I created a new anpan. Try it out would you when we get the dorm. I was thinking of maybe trying to sell it at the coffee shop."



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[info]pinksunbeam
2009-10-06 02:38 pm UTC (link)
"Being a pollyanna isn't the worst thing in the world Kanaye. And I wasn't trying to go on to tell off people's faults, if you were actually listening instead of thinking about yourself then maybe you would have heard that I said you were a brave person, and that the others all have their qualities." Misaki stated and stared at him hard. "If you want me to list my faults, fine, I will. I'm a cry baby, I worry to much, I think about how others feel about things above whatever I'm feeling. I try to make friends even with people that others think are horrible just because I know what it's like to be seen as a useless person. I can be an airhead at times, and I tend to not think things through figuring that, if I think too much I'll be like my mother who thinks more then she should about everything and makes it seem like no one gives a damn about anything in this world save how fast you can climb up the academic Ladder and how far you can throw your intellegence just to prove your better then everyone else."

Misaki was shaking, "I...I don't want to be like that. But excuse me, you clearly came here to see Maeko-chan, don't let this pollyanna get in your way, Satou-himi!"

With that she turned and hastened a quick step a head of them. Stupid, Stupid...how can I be so dumb to...to even trust him. How could I have even thought I liked him...stupid Misaki you are an idiot.

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[info]zealousemperor
2009-10-06 10:16 pm UTC (link)
Kanaye nodded and smiled to Maeko-chan. "I don't really believe that, but you do have a point." he said, his expression turning sour. "I know she feels sorry for it but that doesn't change the fact that she called Yoshimi boy...never mind. I'll just drop i..." he was trying to say before Misaki went off on her little rant.

He just looked at her in disbelief. "I never said that it was, Misaki-san. I'm just stating that...never mind. You do a good job in insulting people whenever you get into an argument with them, yaknow that? That's ad hominem, you know. I know that you also said that I'm brave and Reizo's a nice person beneath his rough exterior (pff) but the point remains that we seem to be idiots. That's not what I meat, but ok. I don't think people think other people are horrible because they're useless, and you're not useless. Also, himi? Really Misaki-san?" he continued on, completely monotone.
He once again turned to Maeko. "Obviously I'm not wanted here." he said, setting the bag down. "Does she take everything this personally? I want her to know I didn't mean to insult her this badly, but she doesn't seem to listen to me, so..."

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[info]giantfruitbyday
2009-10-06 11:34 pm UTC (link)
Prvious gladness about Misaki argueing gone, mainly because her wording made it abundantly clear that she was going to be very upset once this was done with, Maeko just shook her head.

"Nothing will change that fact. She realizes it was not the correct thing to do and is trying to fix it. Continuing to bring it up won't somehow mean it didn't happen." She replied as Misaki shouted her own piece over her. She sighed and waited for the shouting to stop.

"She's still sensitive about that incient. She knows she hurt Tachibana-san then and she's trying to make up for it but reminding her of it is only going to upset her more." She shook her head again, picking up the bag. "Sorry. I'll probably see you at school tomorrow, senpai."

With that she hurried to catch up with Misaki.

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[info]zealousemperor
2009-10-06 11:44 pm UTC (link)
Kanaye just watched her go away. He waved goodbye, turned around, turned a corner into an alley, and fell into a crying heap. Some people, including the homeless guy who lived into that alley, just started looking at him weirdly. The homeless guy couldn't figure out if he should console the strange blond man that just entered his home or try to get some money from him. He opted for option C: ignore him, maybe he'll leave.

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[info]pinksunbeam
2009-10-07 01:04 am UTC (link)
Misaki walked along waiting for Maeko to catch up. So what if she was acting up, so what if she was being a brat. She was listening. She just didn't need Kanaye to act like...really did it matter. She just...why was it that she was doing this?

Stopping she glanced back at Maeko and sighed, "I just...He just upsets me! I don't...I don't want to work with him I just...Maeko-chan what's the matter with me. I'm not supposed to be like this...I'm not!"

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[info]giantfruitbyday
2009-10-07 01:09 am UTC (link)
"Nothing's the matter with you." Maeko said, forcing a smile and shaking her head. "It's just stress. School, your family, that other world...it's inevitable it'll all catch up to you eventually. But it's fine. You don't need to worry about your family's approval anymore, at least. With that out of the way everything'll calm down again, I'm sure."

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[info]pinksunbeam
2009-10-07 01:22 am UTC (link)
"No, Maeko-chan, something is really wrong with me. I'm treating Kanaye-sempai horribly. I've been acting strange. It's not just stress. I'm sure of it. I'm scared, really really scared," Misaki trembled. "I...I have to make it up to him. That was horrible of me. Just horrible of me to say that to him. He...He was just trying to help Maeko-chan..."

She looked at her softly, "Maeko-chan, please, don't smile like that. If you're upset at me, tell me please. it's not right for you to smile when I've been acting so weird and cruel. I should have stayed silent. Maybe...Maybe we can catch up to him and I can appologize. I should! I need to do that or...Or he's going to hate me."

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[info]giantfruitbyday
2009-10-07 01:30 am UTC (link)
Maeko shook hear head again. "I'd never be upset with you, Misa-chan. I'm glad that you're able to argue for your own sake, you'd have never had the courage to do that a few years ago. Now you just need to work out when it's not a good idea to argue, right?"

She smiled again, less forced this time, and turned back. "If you want to apologise now we can always head back. He can't have gone too far."

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[info]pinksunbeam
2009-10-07 01:35 am UTC (link)
Misaki nodded and grabbed Maeko by the hand, "Come on...I...I've just been a really bad person. I think it's because I...Maeko-chan...I'm scared...I don't know what to think anymore."

She sighed some, "I normally don't think about people like I have been, but it's like...I got upset when Keiichi-sempai kissed Kozue-chan in the other world, and then I started to have weird feeling in my tummy for Toru-kun and Shirai-san...And then I...I just did some silly things trying to figure out what's in my head and my heart, and I still don't know. Then Kiriko-chan got taken and I felt like something important got lost..."

She looked at her, "Maeko-chan...how do you know if you love some one?"

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[info]giantfruitbyday
2009-10-07 01:50 am UTC (link)
Maeko squeezed Misaki's hand, trying to think of something to say. 'It's just because of your age' seemed correct and reasonable but also generic and not at all helpful.

"You shouldn't worry about it too much. It's probably just your age." She said, deciding to say it anyway. In all honestly, she was terrified but trying very hard not to show it. This coming up was something she'd dreaded, something that she wasn't capable of protecting Misaki from and something that could easily make Misaki just find someone else.

"I'm not sure about that." She offered. "Sorry."

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[info]zealousemperor
2009-10-07 02:00 am UTC (link)
The homeless man was just about to say something to Kanaye when he heard Misaki and Maeko talking. He dashed out from his home, hissed at the sunlight, and looked at the girls, puzzled. First a blond, crying man, then two girls holding hands, one of whom had pink hair? He just shook his head and went back inside his home. Obviously, he had just drunk too much. He was preparing for a hell of a hangover when he woke up.

Kanaye also heard the group of girls, so he stood up, walked out, and glared at the two. "What do you two want?" he asked bitterly, eyes still damp. "Here to yell at me for everything I say again? Maybe kick me when I'm down? I'll lay down if you want, it's nothing new."

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[info]giantfruitbyday
2009-10-07 02:04 am UTC (link)
"Nothing like that." Maeko said, shaking her head. "Are you okay, senpai?"

She pause for a second and then turned back to Misaki.

"Okay then, say what you were wanting to say."

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[info]pinksunbeam
2009-10-07 02:13 am UTC (link)
"I...I've been a total jerk to you Satou-sempai. I've been taking out my feeling on you because...I don't know what's going on with me honestly and...and I'm scared. I've been getting upset over things that I shouldn't, like seeing Keiichi-sempai with Kozue-chan, and feeling funny around Toru-kun. Then when Kiriko-chan disappered I thought I had lost something important and I...I just...I'm sorry Sempai."

She looked at him wiping her eyes, "I hate that I'm acting like this and I"m being horrible to you. Even though you were nothing but nice to me and cared about me when we were in the woods. I just...Please don't say that! I'm the one that should be the one on the ground asking to be kicked, I'm the one that's royally screwed up."

"I don't know what to do with these feelings, they're scaring me and I'm scared I'm going to lose someone important to me, like you or Maeko-chan. I care about you too sempai. Please, Please forgive me. I really didn't mean to get mad or act like I did."

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[info]zealousemperor
2009-10-07 02:23 am UTC (link)
Kanaye quirked an eyebrow. This...wasn't what he was expecting. At all. He sighed. "That, Misaki-san, is called bisexuality, and hormones. Go ask Toru about he, he's bisexual. He could tell you more." he said, smiling painfully.

"Thanks, Misaki-san. But I should be apologizing as well. I keep antagonizing you and reminding you of your failures, even the ones you're trying to fix." he said, sitting down. "No, we're all royally screwed up, but none of us deserved to be kicked. Except for Reizo. And possibly Tom."

"Alright, I forgive you." Kanaye stood up. "You should see a therapist or something. First crushes are always annoying. You need to take it slow, wonder if it's really worth it or not before jumping in and getting hurt. Trust me, I know." Kanaye knew the irony of his statements, but didn't really care. He bowed to Maeko again. "I apologize for wasting your time, Maeko-chan. You didn't have to come back in order to make me feel better."

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[info]giantfruitbyday
2009-10-07 02:31 am UTC (link)
Maeko wasn't entirely sure why she was being bowed to here, it was Misaki who had come to apologize. Still, she returned the bow and smiled.

"You're welcome, senpai. It's fine."

She turned back to Misaki.

"Is that everything you needed to say?"

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[info]pinksunbeam
2009-10-07 02:45 am UTC (link)
Misaki looked at Maeko then at Kanaye and said quickly, "Just three more things. First...Thank you for being my friend Sempai. I know that I can be hard to be friends with at times. Maeko-chan can a-test to that. I've tried to do what's right and I know I can be an airhead at times and I know I think before I act, but, I would really appriacte it if we can still be friends."

She cleared her throat some, "Second, could you please call me Misachan? I...I really liked that when you called me that. It's just...it felt like you cared about me. Semapi."

Blushing some she added, "Third, would it be okay to hug you..." Something in her eyes said she wanted to say something else to him but wanted it not to be in earshot of Maeko.

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[info]zealousemperor
2009-10-07 02:49 am UTC (link)
Kanaye chuckled. "Well, thanks, Misachan. Can I ever say no to you? ...Well, yes, but that's beside the point. What IS the point, however, is that you're one of the few people that wants me to call them that. Kozue's getting mad at be, Kiriko snapped at me for doing that..." he sighed. "People confuse me sometimes."

Kanaye just quirked an eyebrow before looking over at Maeko. "I'm fine with it, but are you all right with it, Maeko-chan? In fact..." he said, thinking a bit. "You want to join in? Group hugs are always better then normal hugs!" he said happily.

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[info]giantfruitbyday
2009-10-07 02:56 am UTC (link)
"What." Maeko started, looking at Misaki again. She shrugged, if it was both of them it'd mean nothing weird could happen to Misa. "Okay, sure."

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[info]zealousemperor
2009-10-07 03:03 am UTC (link)
Kanaye would have laughed and pelvic trusted if it was at all appropriate. So he simply smiled. "YAY!" he shouted. The hobo woke up and looked at him. Noticing a distinct lack of either a hangover or the crazy man going away, he just went back to sleep. "That's great! We need to have a sense of nakama, right? And what better way for having a nakama then group hugs!" There were probably plenty, but whatever. He walked towards the two.

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[info]pinksunbeam
2009-10-07 03:52 am UTC (link)
Misaki seemed calm for this and gave Kanaye a gentle hug, but before Maeko joined them she quickly leaned up to his ear and asked quietly, "How do you know if you love someone Sempai?"

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[info]giantfruitbyday
2009-10-07 03:55 am UTC (link)
Maeko joined in wordlessly despite being convinced this was stupid, putting one arm aroun Misaki's back and one around Kanaye.

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[info]zealousemperor
2009-10-07 03:57 am UTC (link)
Kanaye just whispered back "The feeling you were describing is pretty close." before he dragged Maeko in. He tried to resist the urge to smell her hair. He imagined it would be kind of creepy. Heck, just being that close to her made his heart skip a couple of beats. He imagined it being kind of creepy, but he wanted it to continue forever.

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[info]pinksunbeam
2009-10-07 04:03 am UTC (link)
Misaki nodded her head and rested it against Kanaye gently and looked at Maeko, she blinked and tapped her gently on the shoulder. "Maeko-chan he won't bite! Satou-sempai is a is really soft."

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[info]giantfruitbyday
2009-10-07 04:23 am UTC (link)
Maeko ignored her for now, not wanting to make this any more weird than it already was.

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[info]zealousemperor
2009-10-07 04:29 am UTC (link)
Kanaye just kept holding on. He never wanted this to end...Well, maybe it could end if the ending was Misaki leaving. Cause Kanaye and Maeko hugging, in his mind, was paradise. Not Paradise. That's kind of creepy, but eh.

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