Sonozaki Renju [園崎蓮珠] (![]() ![]() @ 2010-06-22 22:28:00 |
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WHO: Renju, Kozue, Masami, Yoshi
WHAT: Trip back into Seiji's dungeon.
WHERE: Butterfly Room and into Paradise from there.
WHEN: Some indeterminate non-school point after Renju started growing a spine.
WHY: Isn't it obvious?
Renju's heart was beating in her chest far faster than she'd ever admit.
It wasn't at the prospect of returning to Seiji's place. Apart from the ever-present strange white light (and Seiji himself), it hadn't been dangerous the first time, and she doubted it would be dangerous now. Besides, strange though it was to think so, Paradise in and of itself rarely held much fear for her now.
But she was leading. Somehow, she'd taken upon herself without really thinking about it the responsibility for not only her own life, but, indirectly, everyone else's as well. It had been startling and sobering to suddenly realize the implications of her organizing these missions, and yet...
And yet she felt up to it, something she wouldn't have been able to say even a mere month ago. She was never the sort of doubt her own competence when it wasn't merited, but the idea of her taking charge in any way besides just pushing the team forward had simply been unthinkable. She wasn't sure where the sudden boost had come from; perhaps it was an unconscious way of trying to prove to herself that she didn't need her Persona to be useful.
At any rate, implications and explanations aside, she was in the Butterfly Room, waiting for the others, Wisteria Fields bag in hand. She was flipping the weightless XII-marked keychain in her other hand (her research so far into the numbers had been no help--the number 19 was apparently significant in the Quran, which would also explain the angels, but the individual numbers had no particular significance), debating whether and how to bring them with her. Seiji had been quite clear about not bringing them into Paradise, but the matter of why was less clear than she'd have liked.