Dear you,

Sometimes, I wish I had never dated you. We had many, many great memories together. We were very happy. But now that we aren't together, and we're just being friends, I don't know how close we can be. You might think that every kind gesture is me trying to win your heart. You might think that everything I say is a calculated lie to sway you. You might think that everything I do I have a motive. I do love you, with all my heart, but I am doing my very best to bury it. I love you as a lover, and I love you as my best friend. And all I want is to be your friend, even if I'm not one of your best. I hope I will be someday.

I wish I had the opportunity to start over.

Me