Dear You,

It hit me today, just how much of a mistake you really were, and how grateful I am that I got out while I still could; before I did something that I would later regret, making it all the more harder.

It also hit me, how you made me something... less, than what I was. You sucked the life out of me. I can't remember the last time I felt *young*, but I do know that it was well before you came into my life. It makes me feel so very, very sorry for the young girl you're engaged to. Engaged to because you knocked her up. She's young - so, so much younger then you, and almost five years younger than me... Have you sucked the life out of her as well?

You might rant on about how you don't want to end up in a relationship like my brother and his girlfriend because they're always arguing with each other; but they have something that you lack. Passion. My brother loves his girlfriend, their arguing is made all the better because they can laugh at themselves and they know it.

So, if you don't mind, I'm going to stop making excuses for you and the way you treated me, it's about time people started hearing the truth. And it's about time I went back to being a 26 year old woman with a life ahead of her, than acting like a 46 year old woman who's life has passed her by.

No love,

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