Dear A.D

You've been ingoring me, and I have been ignoring you. But I think we have different reasons for it, and where as I am not sure of your reasoning, I know perfectly what my reason is.

I've been throwing around the idea of opening up to you, but I have never been sure as to how to go about it. Should I come right out and say it, or slowly start a conversation and tell you? 

See, I know we first started to "hangout," just because we could. No emotional attachment, and no drama. But that's what bugs me. Where as there is none of that, I still find that I've kind of fallen for you. 

Part of me really hates that, and the other part hates the fact that part of me hates it. But what am I to do, honestly? I don't have the guts to tell you, and you would probably just throw a fit over it. I guess that's why I've deleted your number from my phone, and why I gave up trying to contact you in the first place. I doubt I would ever be able to tell you no, but I know you wouldn't stop yourself from saying it.

Pleace don't hate me for this.

Love,
H.A.P

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