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I typed this with a tear in my eye

Wolfiekins,



Fine… If that’s the way you want it to be then fine. I won’t talk to you, I wont wave to you, I wont acknowledge you anymore. But this time it’s not my fault. I tried, you told me to ask you and I did, you didn’t answer me, you flat out ignored me. I don’t know if you were trying to hurt me or not but whatever.
I couldn’t believe that you would just completely ignore me but you did and what’s even worse was you didn’t ask me to stay away from you; no you were a COWARD and asked someone else to keep me away from you.
Yes I am aware that in the end this all comes down to the fact that it is my fault and I readily accept that. But you were the one who wanted to be friends so I tried, maybe I didn’t do a very good job but I tried and in the end you do this. You went around saying you wanted to be friends but I guess not.
And the worst part about all of this was, the only reason I was trying to talk to you was to tell you that you looked beautiful. I guess that’s what I get for trying eh? I even dedicated a song to you but they didn’t play it, I guess that’s for the better though I didn’t want to ruin your evening or get killed Monday morning anyways.
And yes I did love you. And I never meant for everything to hurt you the way it did. I hope someday you will be better and that you find someone that can fix you the way I never could. And yes I still think about the “what ifs” and about how its not like we said it would be and it makes me sad. But I guess its better this way. Maybe someday we can change, and be in each others lives without causing any pain but for now...

...good bye, have a good life…


Missing_no

call me if you ever need anything

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