dear you,

she's gorgeous, every man thinks so. blonde hair, blue eyes, flat stomach, long legs. so why do you still call me, out of the blue, even though our affair ended more than a year ago? you used to tell me i was attractive in a way only junkies are; and here you've got malibu barbie at your constant disposal. do me a favor and stop calling me, stop telling me i'm smart, stop telling me i'm different then other girls. no, i don't want to come smoke a bowl with you, and no, i don't want to see you face to face so we can 'talk'. gtfo of my life.

Dear you: We rp together, we each have our own sl's. I haven't done mine in awhile, three days, and you get all worried. That's nice, but I have no ideas. I'm tired of mine. I told you this and you were just "ooh, okay.". We watch the same show, you play a lead character for me..do you not pick up any ideas from that? I'm tired of telling you things, can you not just do this one thing for me and research? SAME THING goes for when you celeb a guy for me. It's irksome, but I will never tell you this; I don't want to hurt you, I don't like fights, irl, I am a lameass and have no friends, the internet is as close as I get to people mostly, when it comes to talking.
And you even told me this to my face (okay not really, over msn, but what's the diff?) that you hated wrestling and would half-ass the guy i almost asked me to play, you told me, DON'T DO A WRESTLING SL.
I'm lucky two friends on IJ are wrestling fans as I recently have become, one friend and I are plotting an sl. I feel guilty because it's like, OH, I'LL JUST ANOTHER PERSON..

Dear self:
Get up off your ass and work out and do something if you have all these plans to get anywhere.