I want to give myself a chance with you. You're so different to anyone else I've known. Different enough to not hurt me. Different enough to be able to have a working relationship with you. Different enough to take me away from my desolate life.

But, you are too different. You are logic. I am Passion. You are Harvard. I am COD. You are beautiful and charming. I am...

I want to give myself a chance with you and it hurts so much to know that I will never allow myself that chance, even if you ever were interested in me.

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