Dear you,

Stop before you destroy yourself.

Are you sure you love him as much as you say you do? Are you sure he loves you as much as you think? I'd like to make it very clear that four months is not a lifetime, how can you be sure? Was he really that deserving of the last physical thing that was keeping you innocent?

Fifteen is too young, darling. You don't need to get tangled up in sex and commitment now. Whatever happened to your promise of waiting? Had a change of heart?

I suggest you stop making promises. You never keep them. In fact, it's hard to tell if you even tell the truth anymore. The only way I ever get to the bottom of things is through bits and pieces you tell others, which completely warp the story you told me.

The people you tell the whole truth and nothing but the truth will hurt you. They don't care like her and I do. We'd take you, no matter what mistakes you've made, without judgment. They wouldn't, they'll break you.

Albeit, we'd be dissappointed, but who wouldn't be? We still wouldn't turn you away if you needed us, though. So why do you go to them.

Also, stay away from the alcohol and weed. Or has the example of your ruined sister stopped serving as a reminder for you?

Heartbroken,
Sora

Dear you,
As long as you feeling "unstable" is really you're reason, I'm fine.
But if its because you don't feel anything, then I'm not.
I have every right to know that.
so just... Tell me the truth.
Love,
Me


Dear you,
I can't stand you.
You fucked this up for me, even though you're not around anymore.
If I ever see you, you better be running your skinny little skank ass out of there as fast as your legs can carry you.
No love,
The girl you fucked over.

Dear you,

Hey, you. Guilt trips never work on me anymore, so stop it. Guilt tripping me into something is like talking to a brick wall. It doesn't get through because I've been put on them too much, so I'm immune to them.

Also, you're always upset and/or disappointed in me, so I don't see the point of changing when whatever I do upsets or disappoints you.

No love,
Me.

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Dear self,

You fail for originally posting this in your main journal besides in here.

Yourself.

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