Dear You--
I don't know why it's so hard to say these things to you. When we were just friends, I could talk to you about anything and everything. But now it seems everything has changed.
We've been together for six months now. At first it was wonderful, I was so happy. But lately..it's almost seems as though you are a completely different person around me. It feels like you don't even want to be around me. What changed? I can barely talk to you anymore. And I know that life gets in the way. College mostly, and I'm well aware that my job is killing me. But every time I'm free, you're busy. You 'want to spend time alone' (which I can understand) or you want to 'spend time with [insert friend here]' (which I can also understand). But..you want to be alone, then go spend time with someone else. You see friends constantly while I'm working (which I know is 6 days out of the week). Do you just not want to spend time with me?
You know I've been spending a lot of time with him lately, and that doesn't seem to bother you at all. You know I've been talking to him far more than you. And you are well aware of his feelings for me. But I don't want him..I want you. However that doesn't seem to matter to you at all. You don't seem to care that I'm becoming closer to him than I am to you. Isn't there something wrong with that? Or is my logic that screwed up?
I don't know anymore. I'm starting to question if I still love you, wondering if it really would hurt if I ended this now. Would you feel anything if I left? I can't so much as get a single kiss out of you lately. Do you still care..or are you just waiting for me to leave so you don't have to?
--Me