dear you,

so maybe i'm the only one out of both of us that wonders what could've been. you almost made me forget the world and my worries. everyday would pass and i wouldn't care as long as i got to talk to you. now you're so called happier than ever and apparently she's the best thing that's ever happened to you. thank god for wishful thinking because without it, i wouldn't be making it out right now. it's pretty sad how i'm one of your "friends" who actually gives more of a shit than your others ever will. it's even more sad that you don't notice a thing, but i guess time will tell and you won't be the one who's laughing last