Dear you,

I am so sorry if I have made things harder for you this week. But I wish you would have told me sooner what was bothering you so we wouldn't be in such a mess. If I had known about your feelings for me, I would have backed off, and now I feel like I'm going to be scrutinized for my behavior, even though I was completely clueless. I know that you realize that it was a mistake and you're trying to fix things, and I'm really glad. But it still leaves us in quite the sticky situation.

I feel horrible that things are so messed up right now. I know you still have feelings for the other girl, and I know that I still have feelings for the other guy. I guess that there has to be a point where things are just weird until we both figure out what we want.

You are an incredible person and I love being around you so much, I don't want us to grow apart AT ALL. I hope that we can get through this with at least our friendship still in tact. You were probably my closest guy friend until all this, and I was absolutely miserable this whole week not knowing where you and I stood. I don't want it to continue like that, and I know it won't, but I'm anxious to see this whole thing get resolved.

Love,
Meagan