I would like to start this off by saying I HATE YOU for so many reason, most of which you dont seem to understand, or even notice! I HATE YOU for the way you lead me on and make me feel like I still have a chance! I HATE YOU for the fact that you ask me for her number, when you know even though I gave it to you, how much it is killig my inside! I HATE YOU for the way you dont seem to even being to understand whats going on in my head or even how I feel, but yet you still act like it all makes perfect sence to you! I HATE YOU because I promised myself I wasnt going to cry over you anymore and I somehow found myself doing the opposite last night! I HATE YOU because I have to sit there watching you flirt w/ her and not say anything just smile! ... I HATE YOU for so many other reasons, that I dont want to hurt myself by saying....

You and I both know perfictaly well that I still love you! Even after the fact, that I know you like her and not me anymore, and there is nothing I can do to change that! I dont want to believe it, but im going to have too! Im just someone who is broken hearted, crying silent tears on the inside, but smiling on the outside so you notice a thing ... One part of me wants you to see this so that you know how I feel but the other part doesnt so that you wont think of me any differently ... You know if you were to ask I would take you back in a heartbeat ..




Lotz Of Love,
Someone who wants you back

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