Dear You,
Once again you left me w/ no words to speak... its amazing how much you have changed, or maybe you have always been like this, I was only too happy to relize it .. or maybe I did I just didnt wanna believe it, I didnt wanna let myself get hurt again so I forgot all about it, untill now, untill everyone else starts to say things that make me wounder, thing that make me think about who you really are! I was reading past entrys, it made me wanna cry.. to think of how I used to feel, about how happy I used to be w/ you... what is it? Are you hiding behind your mask of disbelief? Are you scared to show ppl who you really are? The person that I used to know, the person that I though I couldnt live w/out ... Day to day I kill myself b*c I cant cry infront of you and I cant tell you how much you are killing me.. someday I plan to tell you, someday when it doesnt hurt.. funny but your the only one who doesnt see how much you have been hurting me recently or maybe you just dont care... I even try and clue you in on whats going but you just dont see it... that didnt work so I just tried to deny it, to everyone that would ask but most importantly to myself! This cant go on much longer ... things need to get better .. but then again I really dont know what im saying I cant tell you ...

I pray to god that someday I will have the strength to just get up and leave your ass behind ... Untill them...

Hugs and Kisses,
Samantha Ann!

Current Mood: sad

Dear Domon,
I don't understand you at all.
You say that you want to help me.
You watch me with such intense eyes.
You buy me drinks.
You smile at me all the time.
You show concern for me.
You try your best to help me, and are patient with me.
Even when I get you into trouble, you forgive me without a second thought.

I think that you love me. You say that I'm your friend, even though you're my boss. I care about you very much. I want you to be happy. I would like to be with you, but if you are happier not being with me, that's fine too.

I'm just so glad I met you. You rock.
Sincerely,
Baroness

ps. This didn't come out quite how I planned it to. Sorry.