Hey Sam,
Wow! Time really does seem to fly by, I mean it was just a week ago I was standing there holding hands with you! I miss that ...

What have you been up too? I havent really been up to too much. When I got home I sat here and thought about the things that I really wanted to tell you but never did... I woke up saturday and sunday crying my eyes out, I finialy got over that!

I never told you this but, I really do like you and I have ever since I met you last summer. I think it just scared me to tell you because I didnt know how you would react? Also I really wanted to kiss you too, that is something that I regret not doing and I relized that as soon as I got in the car! I would think about it every night thought, as you were walking me back to my cabin and we would just be standing there, I really wanted to but some how I got scared and didnt .. I think that was the first time I ever thought before I did something and the first time I was ever scared to kiss someone ...

Okay, something else that you probly dont know about me... In the past I would jump into relationships and most of the time it ended bad, and I would end up hurt.. I didnt want to do that with you, I value the friendship that me and you have and I never want to lose that! Expecaly over something stupid like a kiss, I didnt want things to be different between us when we see eatch other again, like it is sometimes!

I can honestly say that I love you to death, I mean I have talked about you nonstop, thought about you nonstop, even cought myself in that part between being asleep and being awake dreaming about you standing there hold me or just sitting there in Council Circle!

I dont want to come off as a cry baby or stalker or anything thing, but I just wanted you to know how I feel. I mean Jacob even noticed it, I wasnt myslef
last week. Normaly I had a different guy every night. Somehow I was always with you or wanting to be with you. I spent just about every chance I could get with you ...

I dont know how you feel about me and im scared to death about what you are probly going to think about all of this... but I would really like to know how you feel.. If you want to get ahold of me you can always wright back or even call ...


Lotz Of Love,
Someone far away ...