im so sick of your bullshit.  why cant you just stay out of everyones lives?  you piss everyone off and none of the kids except your angel-son and his angel-friend even like you.  all you ever do is worm your ass into everyone elses bizness.  youre so fake, you pretend you care when all you wanna do is tell our parents.  i swear, youre a worse tattletale than a third grader.  the way you treated jacque was awful, and now shes gone.  maybe if youd been a friend to her rather than trying to manipulate her and use her to find out who you could get in trouble she might have listened to you.  she might still be here if it wasnt for you.  the only thing you succeeded in making her do was become more rebellious,  and you make me feel the same way, but i know that im better than you, so i dont let it get to me.  if you try n get me to tell you my bizness one more time, im gonna tell you to go shove it up your ass.  im sick of you.  just leave me and everyone else alone.

cant you see how youre fucking up your sons life?  he hates you.  even though youre his mother, theres no love for you in him.  and like it or not, he loves me.  he always will.  i mean more to him than you ever could, more than everything else.  he would give anything for me, and give anythign to get you to leave him alone.  cant you see that by keeping him away from me, youre pushing him away from yourself?  i feel sorry for you.  its gonna hurt you when you lose him.  even though i dont really like you, i dont think that your pain will be any less.  its a horrible thing for a mother to lose a son, but its your own fault.  nothing you do or say is logical, you just want control.  you dont even seem to care about his happiness.  does it not matter to you that he cares about me?  cant you see that i make him happier than anything else?  i promise that if youd just let him close to me, i wouldnt hurt him.  i love him, just as much as you do.  i would take better care ofhim than you have for 16 years.  he would be so much happier if youd let him be with me more.  and he might not hate you as much.  hes told me "the one thing i care about in the worlf is the one thing shes trying to keep me away from"  how can you do that to someone you love?  what kind of mother are you?  i dont understand you.  someday, hell hurt you as much as youve hurt him, then youll see...