Dear You,
How is it that you can do this to me? How can you have this power over me? I was so sure of myself, I was sure that I had made the right choice. It was just something about seeing you standing there yesterday in the rain, smiling at me like we used to do, that I relized that I still need you! I want you back like you would never believe ... How you did it I will never know!
You conunte to AMAZE me day to day! Like last night when you were complaining about how you cant keep a girlfriend for more than two months, whitch I already know quite well! And how that it made you sad thinking about things like that b*c you think you will never get married! I tried to call you later that night, but it just made me want to cry when I heard your voice. Now I have this feeling everytime I see you, everytime I hear your voice, it just makes me want to cry, its like a pain that wont go away.
I somehow dont know how to tell you how I feel thought ... Some reason Im scared you dont feel the same. I know it will be the same thought, maybe it for the best I guess, it kills me to think that this could have been it! YOU could have been the one! You ask me all the time who "the trap" is.. I cant tell you thought .... This is one of the many secrets I keep, that you will never know ...


Lotz of Love,
Someone who still needs you

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