Autumn Twilight (akinotasogare) wrote in dear_you, @ 2008-03-13 04:27:00 |
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Current mood: | bitchy |
Dear you, and you, and maybe even you too,
Either be in my life or stay out of it. I'm sick of the half-assery. I'm sick of "sometime" friends, I'm sick of people only remembering I exist when they need my help somehow.
To be honest I wish some of you would just cut the strings and leave me the hell alone, especially the ones closest to me, because it's hard knowing you live so close but never come to visit me when you're in the exact same apartment complex visiting others, and you're always too busy for me. Hello, I live here too. Then you have to act all surprised when we finally do get together, "oh I haven't seen you for ages!" Oh really? Gee, I wonder why that is.
As for the other two, I'm sick of talking to you and then you stop talking to me for months and then suddenly you appear in my life again and expect our relationship to be exactly how it was when you disappeared (without a word). Newsflash: on my side, it's NOT. Next time this happens (and I'm sure it will), I won't answer your offline messages. It's time for me to be 'busy' now.
Extremely disappointed,
Me
Dear Self,
Grow a pair and stop letting people treat you badly and walk all over you. You don't have to take anyone's crap simply because you think it'll make them love you more and stick around. You already know it doesn't work. You'll thank me for this later.
Much Love,
Me