sora (ex_sunlight651) wrote in dear_you, @ 2008-01-03 23:47:00 |
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Current mood: | confused |
Dear you,
I love talking to you late into the night. It puts me in a very nostalgic mood.
It hurts a little when I remember who I used to chat with into the ungodly hours of early morning, but at the same time it helps me heal. It shows me that I can continue to enjoy the things I love even without them to do those things with anymore.
But you make my stomach do flip-flops lately.
My heart is confused and yearning and I just want to jump in headfirst, and bathe in that familiar feeling that I so adore, but my sensible side says to be cautious. Says it's too soon for another 'shot at love'.
I was careful when I was with them, but even that didn't save me from that sloppy breakup that left us both limping away, injured and ruined.
I'm begging myself not to fall head-over-heels for you.
I can't get dizzy in love right now. I'll only be a hurricane on your healing terrain. I don't want to disappoint you if I get scared and leave.
I hope I can keep myself in check and remain friends with you for as long as possible.
I'm sorry,
Sora.