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i'm really not sure why i'm here, mun.
hey man!
okay, first up, i really don't want to sound ungrateful. i know i'm taking up a lot of your brainspace at the minute, and i'm sorry, i really am! give it a few weeks and i'll probably quieten down again. not to give away too much or anything, but there are a lot of us up here in your head, and while i wouldn't say we have a schedule exactly, we do kind of talk to each other and sometimes one or the other of us will shove his way to the forefront...
whoa, off-topic already. yeah, that's how i am. you know this. ;)
thing is, i love that i have a journal! really! i appreciate it, and i love that you're spending time with/on me and my story. the problem is... you've tried this before. and it never really works out for you. and mun, you're working all the hours you can get, and in september you start writing a dissertation and applying for post-grad funding, and you're not going to have time to work on my journal, and you're goign to feel bad. i don't want that. :(
on top of that, i don't really want to join any games, except maybe a multiverse-style sandbox or something, because i exist in a world you play with your girlfriend, and she's working on a new potential boyfriend for me -- yeah, i know i'm not supposed to know that, but we do eavesdrop, you know ;) -- so romantic interactions are out, and i'm not sure how to make friends outside of joining games. which, as i said, i'm reluctant to do, because i don't really want to au myself, and i have a world already.
i apologise if that makes me too picky. :( but you know your girl wouldn't be happy either, if i did join in any other games. ;) except, as i said, a multiverse-y sandbox -- ooh, or an ic prompts place, if we could find one of those. we'd get away with that, and it'd be fun. :D
so yeah... i'm not sure why i'm here, man. i appreciate it and all, but i'm not sure you really know your purpose here. i know you'd like for me to have some aim/msn friends, but i don't know how many other muns are into that kind of thing. we might find a few, i suppose (hope! that'd be fun). sooner or later, you might find a purpose, too. ;) i'm just going to settle up quietly in the corner while you figure it out, alright? but thanks again, by the way, really.
best wishes,
ira xxx
okay, first up, i really don't want to sound ungrateful. i know i'm taking up a lot of your brainspace at the minute, and i'm sorry, i really am! give it a few weeks and i'll probably quieten down again. not to give away too much or anything, but there are a lot of us up here in your head, and while i wouldn't say we have a schedule exactly, we do kind of talk to each other and sometimes one or the other of us will shove his way to the forefront...
whoa, off-topic already. yeah, that's how i am. you know this. ;)
thing is, i love that i have a journal! really! i appreciate it, and i love that you're spending time with/on me and my story. the problem is... you've tried this before. and it never really works out for you. and mun, you're working all the hours you can get, and in september you start writing a dissertation and applying for post-grad funding, and you're not going to have time to work on my journal, and you're goign to feel bad. i don't want that. :(
on top of that, i don't really want to join any games, except maybe a multiverse-style sandbox or something, because i exist in a world you play with your girlfriend, and she's working on a new potential boyfriend for me -- yeah, i know i'm not supposed to know that, but we do eavesdrop, you know ;) -- so romantic interactions are out, and i'm not sure how to make friends outside of joining games. which, as i said, i'm reluctant to do, because i don't really want to au myself, and i have a world already.
i apologise if that makes me too picky. :( but you know your girl wouldn't be happy either, if i did join in any other games. ;) except, as i said, a multiverse-y sandbox -- ooh, or an ic prompts place, if we could find one of those. we'd get away with that, and it'd be fun. :D
so yeah... i'm not sure why i'm here, man. i appreciate it and all, but i'm not sure you really know your purpose here. i know you'd like for me to have some aim/msn friends, but i don't know how many other muns are into that kind of thing. we might find a few, i suppose (hope! that'd be fun). sooner or later, you might find a purpose, too. ;) i'm just going to settle up quietly in the corner while you figure it out, alright? but thanks again, by the way, really.
best wishes,
ira xxx