Sylvan Fawcett (watchmychips) wrote in cuaditchic, @ 2020-08-29 17:58:00 |
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Entry tags: | !log, #backstory, -player: maxi, c: sylvan fawcett, x-c: oliver wood, x-player: amber |
Oliver & Sylvan - Backstory
I know I am probably the last person you expected to write. Probably the last person you'd want to hear from. But… this war has finally found its way into my life and I've been thinking a lot about my mistakes.You are loved,
Mostly I've been thinking about you.
Our time together was always a gift. I genuinely cared for you more than our last conversation would have ever let on. You were the first thing I thought about in the mornings when you weren't there. And the memory of you has lingered weeks after it all stopped.
I'm going abroad for a few days and on the off chance that I don't return, I want you to know that you're an amazing woman. And I am sorry that a drunken evening of bad decisions is what blemished the time we spent together. I should have never let you feel our miscommunication was one sided. I was an equal party in that and I am sorry.
Please be safe in these uncertain times. You are worthy of light and joy once this is over and I wish you the best.
I can't say I expected to hear from you. I was pretty sure you hated me. I wouldn't really blame you if you did.~ S. Fawcett.
I miss you. I keep hoping to see you. I know we both could have been more honest with each other about what we wanted.
Where ever you are going, please be safe. Come back safe.
Ideally, I'd like the last time we saw each other not to be the last.