cozzybob (cozzybob) wrote in cozzybabbles, @ 2007-08-13 06:38:00 |
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Entry tags: | 13x6, bod, treize, zechs |
[GW] When I Kiss Him In My Dreams...
When I kiss him in my dreams...
by cozzybob
Rated: PG
Pairs: implied 13x6
Warning: poetic, post-war, angst, kissing, spoilers for the end of the series, mentions of death and possible suicidal thoughts. Very weird.
Note: Written for the Beat_of_Destiny community on LJ, theme "endless" for the character Zechs Merquise. Crappy.
Summary: Zechs still dreams of Treize long after his death.
When I kiss him in my dreams, it lasts forever. He doesn't die, he doesn't fade, he doesn't leave, and we never part. He stands there like an endless extension of my soul, feeling what I feel, and hating what I hate. In my dreams, we are one in the same. We are whole.
When I kiss him in my dreams, he kisses me back. He sucks my soul into his mouth and he devours it, claiming me as his own. I do not have to share him in my dreams, because he is mine and I am his and there is no one else to share him with in the entirety of my dream universe. In my dreams, he and I are alone. There is no one but me and my soul mate and our bodies, forever in rhythm of each other.
When I kiss him in my dreams, I tell him that I miss him. I tell him things that I don't tell anyone while I'm awake, and things that I didn't have the courage to tell him while he was still alive. When I kiss him, he kisses me back, and he tells me that he already knows this, and that I have no need to speak of it. But I speak of it anyway, I speak to him to purge my tormented mind until I can do nothing more than hold him and touch him and feel him just to assure myself that for now in my dreams while I kiss him, he is here. He is here and I am with him.
When I kiss him in my dreams, I wish to never wake again. I tell him this, and he kisses me, and tells me that I must live on, that I must wake up and truly live my life because death has spared me for a purpose. For what, he tells me, is not known to him, but I have lived and he has died, and that is what was meant to be. For him and no one else, I do this. For him and no one else, I live and sleep and kiss him in my dreams, waiting for the day that I can kiss him like this and be with him forever. Someday I will kiss him in my dreams and I will not wake up again. Someday... when I kiss him in my dreams.