You don't need to worry. She's made it clear where her heart lies. Her love for me died when I did. I may as well be a ghost to her I could not win her back even if I tried.
I've seen back, when he was older. He called you his father. I want to know him and I intend to. But I'm not going to pretend I have any sort of important place in their lives now only to feel disappointment later. It hurts more than I can bear.
I appreciate this. I do. But I don't know what I should do with it. Let alone with being here.