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Tweak says, "Damit thats where I eat dinner"

Malcolm Tucker (fuckitybye) wrote in compass_network,
@ 2013-12-25 12:57:00

Entry tags:

!open, maryanne walker (oe), ~isabel lane

Always so much pressure to be happy today, makes it almost impossible to actually enjoy it.

Different when you're with your kids, though. ~~God, I miss~~

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	aphotic_auror 2013-12-25 04:36 pm UTC (link)
	Indeed, I can definitely understand that - especially after what happened to me last Christmas... But oi, that's NOT terribly important anymore! I mean, honest, I think I'm ok this season... Especially with mine own stepson, yes...! I mean, promise I won't pressure you into feeling happy if you promise not to swear in front of my stepson today! Hah... (Reply to this) (Thread)

	fuckitybye 2013-12-26 02:12 pm UTC (link)
	Why do you still think that I have any interest in your life? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	aphotic_auror 2013-12-26 02:25 pm UTC (link)
	Oh, I dunno....! Maybe because I still care about yours!? Why don't you recall the bond we shared a couple of weeks ago? I mean, I think that I still feel that bond, to a degree... Don't you...? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	fuckitybye 2013-12-26 03:26 pm UTC (link)
	Trying to bleach my memory, ta. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	aphotic_auror 2013-12-26 11:26 pm UTC (link)
	Aw! I'm so sorry, then.... (And yes, that was sarcasm, cheers!) I mean, I can't well forget it so bloody easily as that- not after I was inside your grapefruit! (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	fuckitybye 2013-12-27 06:15 pm UTC (link)
	Grapefruit? The fuck you talking about? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

aphotic_auror
2013-12-27 06:33 pm UTC (link)

Oh, sorry... I suppose that's just a bit of unknown slang I've picked up since being on the bloody Island, what with all the telly shows there've been to watch...! I meant, inside your bloody head, of course - though really - I suspect you're clever enough to have figured that out, and merely wanted an excuse to curse at me again! ~~You remind me of my ex-husband that way....!~~

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	fuckitybye 2013-12-27 06:48 pm UTC (link)
	Don't call my head a grapefruit. Don't talk to me. Fuck off. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	aphotic_auror 2013-12-27 06:58 pm UTC (link)
	indeed, I knew you were just waiting for another excuse to curse at me...! Haha! Sorry, Mister Tucker - but I am still essentially in your head, and so - yeah I think that's sorta - permanent... Not that I'm happy about it anymore than you are, of course; your head's a nasty, sour place - so yeah, I think the whole "Grapefruit" analogy IS rather accurate...! (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	fuckitybye 2013-12-27 07:01 pm UTC (link)
	Did I not just tell you to fuck off? How many times to I have to say it? I don't care about you, your life, your opinions, anything you have to say to me. So fuck off. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

aphotic_auror
2013-12-27 07:10 pm UTC (link)

You've said it quite enough, by my reckoning, especially given how Bumby's sitting behind me trying to sound out that word, phonetically...! Heh... It's actually sorta cute rather... Although it won't be any longer, once he actually figures out how to say it properly!

I mean, you don't have to tell me again... I think I will fuck off, as you put it - as much as I possibly can whilst I'm still inside your grapefruit of an emotional block...!

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	fuckitybye 2013-12-27 07:11 pm UTC (link)
	Good. (Reply to this) (Parent)

	ladycrawley 2013-12-25 05:12 pm UTC (link)
	I know...my son is not here, I feel like someone's taken my heart out. It's his first Christmas (Reply to this) (Thread)

	fuckitybye 2013-12-26 02:16 pm UTC (link)
	I'm sorry, that's really shit. I've had many Christmases with my daughters, but I don't think I always appreciated it until I couldn't do it any more. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	ladycrawley 2013-12-26 08:11 pm UTC (link)
	Well according to some others, for George I'll be there, so at least he'll have one parent there (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	fuckitybye 2013-12-27 06:17 pm UTC (link)
	Yeah, apparently so. I was a bit absent even when I was there, though. Guilt setting in, I suppose. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	ladycrawley 2013-12-27 08:48 pm UTC (link)
	With Matthew gone...My parents and his mother will make his Christmas wonderful I'm sure, but I want to see it, so much. (Reply to this) (Parent)

	_minerva_ 2013-12-25 05:15 pm UTC (link)
	I don't have my own, but I have enough of other peoples to feel like Christmas is a holiday for children. I miss them, they bring out the joy in us grumpy old women, so now...lacks something (Reply to this) (Thread)

	fuckitybye 2013-12-26 03:26 pm UTC (link)
	Other peoples? What do you mean? You work in child care? I know. It feels empty. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	_minerva_ 2013-12-26 08:02 pm UTC (link)
	I teach...I never had my own, but any length of time out of my classroom and I begin to feel strange. I'm Minerva by the way (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	fuckitybye 2013-12-27 06:20 pm UTC (link)
	I know what you mean. Might be some call for you, here. Loads of kids showing up all the time. I'm Malcolm. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	_minerva_ 2013-12-27 08:47 pm UTC (link)
	I'd be glad of the work. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	fuckitybye 2013-12-28 07:41 pm UTC (link)
	Yeah. This place can drive you crazy if you don't keep yourself busy. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	_minerva_ 2013-12-28 07:42 pm UTC (link)
	Crazy I'm used to...idle less so (Reply to this) (Parent)

	isabellane 2013-12-26 03:44 am UTC (link)
	It's okay to be sad today, Malcolm. Lots of people are, they just refuse to admit it. (Reply to this) (Thread)

	fuckitybye 2013-12-26 03:27 pm UTC (link)
	Thanks, darling. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	isabellane 2013-12-26 03:36 pm UTC (link)
	If you need anything, especially food, just give me a shout, okay? Any time. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	fuckitybye 2013-12-27 06:18 pm UTC (link)
	Cheers, love. Looks like Maryanne's got me sorted for food. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	isabellane 2013-12-28 04:35 am UTC (link)
	Well, the offer stands any time. Food or anything else, just let me know. (Reply to this) (Parent)

	maryanne_walker 2013-12-26 04:04 am UTC (link)
	Why don't you come stuff yourself full of my turkey, all the fixin's, and share my family with me. I know we'd love to have you. I'd love to have you. And you know you don't have to pretend with us. (Reply to this) (Thread)

	fuckitybye 2013-12-26 03:29 pm UTC (link)
	You sure? That'd be magic, darling. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	maryanne_walker 2013-12-27 04:40 am UTC (link)
	Of course I'm sure. I owe you my sanity Malcolm. And you know you've always got a special place in my heart. (Reply to this) (Parent)

	onlyhello 2013-12-27 05:08 am UTC (link)
	You know, I've always found that if you really look the holidays are pretty unhappy for more people than you'd think. (Reply to this) (Thread)

	fuckitybye 2013-12-27 06:17 pm UTC (link)
	Yeah. One of the busiest times of year for the Samaritans etc. (Reply to this) (Parent)