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Loki (hamrammr) wrote in compass_network,
@ 2013-07-31 16:16:00

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!open, ~john mitchell (oe), ~melinda halliwell

Hey, I wanted to ask if anyone could help me with my memories. I would really like them back and there are a few wizards around, yeah?

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	aphotic_auror 2013-07-31 11:58 am UTC (link)
	Well... I'm not sure what I COULD do for you, honestly, sweet! I'm sorry, but -- erasing memories is sort of a -- well, mostly permanent thing in my home world, at least... Unless, of course, you're open to ending up a vegetable in the attempts. Which I somehow DOUBT you are -- especially given all the people on this island who seem to Love you...! (Reply to this) (Thread)

	hamrammr 2013-07-31 12:47 pm UTC (link)
	No, thanks. I'd rather keep my sanity. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	aphotic_auror 2013-07-31 12:52 pm UTC (link)
	Real very sorry, then, sweet...! I only wish I knew how to help you... (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	hamrammr 2013-07-31 01:13 pm UTC (link)
	It's okay, thanks. I think I found someone. (Reply to this) (Parent)

	newkindacharmed 2013-07-31 12:53 pm UTC (link)
	There's a spell that was in our Book of Shadows back home. If I remember it correctly you will get all your memories back. (Reply to this) (Thread)

	hamrammr 2013-07-31 01:13 pm UTC (link)
	Is there? Can you do it? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	newkindacharmed 2013-07-31 01:23 pm UTC (link)
	Yeah. I remember my aunt telling me she used it on my mother before I was born. She said it worked. Wanna give it a try? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	hamrammr 2013-07-31 01:30 pm UTC (link)
	Shit, yes. If I wouldn't be engaged, I would kiss you right now. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	newkindacharmed 2013-07-31 02:20 pm UTC (link)
	Okay. Well, why don't I come to your place and ill do the spell on you and we can see if it worked it not. And yes, no need for a kiss just consider it as a friend helping a friend. (OOC: thread? I'm out for my bday but will be back later today.) (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	hamrammr 2013-07-31 05:59 pm UTC (link)
	Cheers, that would great. Do you know where I live? (OOC: HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!! :D And I'm not around this weekend but if you are happy with going slow, we can do it. :-) And does the spell work? Just so I know...) (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	newkindacharmed 2013-07-31 06:05 pm UTC (link)
	No, I guess I should have gotten that. Where is your place? (OOC: THANKS!! Yeah that would be good. I'm not going to be around much either cause I'm going out of town, so going slow with it is alright with me. And yes, it would work, I actually had to look it up..lol....I'll put it up either tonight or tomorrow and then we can just work on it whenever) (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	hamrammr 2013-07-31 07:31 pm UTC (link)
	Just meet me at the pub, it's next to it. (OOC: Yes, it would be cool if you could set it up. I'm off to bed now. <3 Have a wonderful birthday!) (Reply to this) (Parent)

	harry_dresden_ 2013-07-31 03:20 pm UTC (link)
	I'm not all that subtle, but a soul gaze may give a clue or two (Reply to this) (Thread)

	hamrammr 2013-07-31 05:48 pm UTC (link)
	Soul gaze? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	harry_dresden_ 2013-07-31 05:58 pm UTC (link)
	I look into your eyes I can see into your soul (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	hamrammr 2013-07-31 06:05 pm UTC (link)
	Yeah, no. I don't want that. (Reply to this) (Parent)

	maryanne_walker 2013-07-31 04:47 pm UTC (link)
	I don't think rushing things is a good idea Mitchell. Especially not with magic. Not that I have anything against magic, I just... Don't think you should force it. (Reply to this) (Thread)

	Maryanne \| Mitchell hamrammr 2013-07-31 05:57 pm UTC (link)
	I need them back. This is not about wanting it. I need them. I felt weird for so long and now that I finally know I'm a vampire, I can at least explain it. But that's not the point. The point is that I'm engaged and that I'm going to be a father. I need my memories back for them. For you as well. You want me to remember, don't you? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Maryanne \| Mitchell maryanne_walker 2013-07-31 06:08 pm UTC (link)
	I do, but... I'm not against making new memories either. I mean we still get along just fine. You don't have to remember all the bad stuff. Because that will come right along with all the good stuff. I like you happy. Even if it means you don't remember things. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Maryanne \| Mitchell hamrammr 2013-07-31 06:19 pm UTC (link)
	But I'm not happy, Maryanne. All I keep doing is guessing what this bad stuff is, what I am missing now and when the people around me will stop doing an egg shell dance. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Maryanne \| Mitchell maryanne_walker 2013-07-31 06:35 pm UTC (link)
	Well, tell them to stop. If you find out things you find them out. I mean... Forcing memories never ends well. Or not in the made for TV movies. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Maryanne \| Mitchell hamrammr 2013-08-01 03:34 am UTC (link)
	But they don't come back on their own. I tried. I tried to read up on the person I was once but he's a complete stranger. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Maryanne \| Mitchell maryanne_walker 2013-08-01 03:45 am UTC (link)
	Sometimes that isn't what jogs your memory. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Maryanne \| Mitchell hamrammr 2013-08-01 03:47 am UTC (link)
	I'm a fucking vampire. Maybe magic is the right thing. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Maryanne \| Mitchell maryanne_walker 2013-08-01 03:50 am UTC (link)
	I know, but you're not a bad vampire. You've been off of blood. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Maryanne \| Mitchell hamrammr 2013-08-01 04:01 am UTC (link)
	So I'm a weird fucking vampire. I don't know what works for me, Maryanne. I didn't come with a manual. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Maryanne \| Mitchell maryanne_walker 2013-08-01 04:11 am UTC (link)
	You eat regular food. Sunlight doesn't hurt you but you find it uncomfortable. You sleep. I mean you're pretty close to being human, you just lack a heart beat. In fact you're a better person than most the humans I've ever met. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Maryanne \| Mitchell hamrammr 2013-08-01 07:21 am UTC (link)
	And what does the section on 'in car you get killed by fucking James Bond and lose your memories' say? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Maryanne \| Mitchell maryanne_walker 2013-08-01 04:09 pm UTC (link)
	What? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Maryanne \| Mitchell hamrammr 2013-08-06 09:41 am UTC (link)
	You just gave me the impression that you knew all the answers. So what's the answer to that one? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Maryanne \| Mitchell maryanne_walker 2013-08-06 08:01 pm UTC (link)
	I don't have the answer to that one. I don't have all the answers. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Maryanne \| Mitchell hamrammr 2013-08-07 03:41 am UTC (link)
	Then I think I'm allowed to find my own. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Maryanne \| Mitchell maryanne_walker 2013-08-08 02:58 am UTC (link)
	You are. I just... I want to protect you from all of... everything, is that so wrong? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Maryanne \| Mitchell hamrammr 2013-08-08 03:20 pm UTC (link)
	No. But you don't know how this is. I need myself back. I want my identity. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Maryanne \| Mitchell maryanne_walker 2013-08-08 08:23 pm UTC (link)
	I guess I can understand that. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Maryanne \| Mitchell hamrammr 2013-08-09 12:58 pm UTC (link)
	Thank you. And yeah, wish me luck. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Maryanne \| Mitchell maryanne_walker 2013-08-09 06:49 pm UTC (link)
	I think I'll wish you happiness instead. And hope you find at least a little in what you find out. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Maryanne \| Mitchell hamrammr 2013-08-10 01:16 am UTC (link)
	I'll take that then. (Reply to this) (Parent)