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Tweak says, "feinted rules!"

Maryanne Elizabeth Walker (maryanne_walker) wrote in compass_network,
@ 2013-07-17 18:41:00

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!open, maryanne walker (oe), ~isabel lane, ~tony stark

So uh... I need someone that doesn't live under the HH roof to watch my son. Some.. Well If you read Annie's post you know what's going on. Tim doesn't need to be there, but I'm not sure who ~~I can trust~~ will be willing to watch him for what might be a few days.

~~I'm three inches from losing~~

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	Maryanne \| Mitchell maryanne_walker 2013-07-18 09:49 pm UTC (link)
	I don't know how much I more I can take. It's... so much. You are, but... It's not the same? Because she's not a ghost right now... (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Maryanne \| Mitchell blacktwin 2013-07-19 05:49 am UTC (link)
	There are going to be better times. No, it's not. But I am pretty sure that I won't go anywhere. What if she turns back into one? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Maryanne \| Mitchell maryanne_walker 2013-07-19 06:13 am UTC (link)
	With everything it's hard to see it right now. I don't know if anything is a sure thing anymore Mitchell. I don't know. I've only just heard about it. Have you ever heard of a pregnant ghost giving birth? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Maryanne \| Mitchell blacktwin 2013-07-19 06:20 am UTC (link)
	Just give it time and let the wounds heal. I found George. I found Josie. I even found Annie. And now I found Alex. And I found them between a lot of darkness. No, not sure. Just harder, I guess. No. Pregnant and ghost, no. It's not like we have any bodies to carry a baby with. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Maryanne \| Mitchell maryanne_walker 2013-07-19 06:30 am UTC (link)
	How can I? When something else happens just when they start to rip the wounds clean open all over again. Unless it decides to make you human. I didn't think about that. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Maryanne \| Mitchell blacktwin 2013-07-19 07:01 am UTC (link)
	I don't know, it just happens. Yeah that's what I meant with harder. But in the last seven months that only happened for a couple of days so far. Yeah. I don't think that child is going to be born. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Maryanne \| Mitchell maryanne_walker 2013-07-19 07:10 am UTC (link)
	I'm starting to feel like a habitual cutter, here, Mitchell. I suppose you have a point. Nothing could happen to you as a ghost? She'd end up being pregnant for the rest of forever? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Maryanne \| Mitchell blacktwin 2013-07-19 07:19 am UTC (link)
	I had a lot less than you have now for the most of my life. You have a beautiful son, Maryanne. Hold on for him, yeah? I don't know. Someone could try to sent me to purgatory but I don't even know if I'm supposed to eventually go there. I'm a goddamn wish. They forgot to deliver me with a fucking rulebook. No idea. Might yeah. With a ghost baby inside of her. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

Maryanne | Mitchell

maryanne_walker
2013-07-19 07:34 am UTC (link)

For how long? How long will I have him until the island decides to take him away too?

If they even try... If they think it they're dead. Whether it would work or not. It would be fucking intent. And I've had enough of people and things killing the people I love.

There's nothing that can be done for it now though. We just have to hope that doesn't happen. ~~If hope exists anym~~

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	Maryanne \| Mitchell blacktwin 2013-07-19 08:50 am UTC (link)
	So far no kids of a living person had been killed. Maybe it's not interested in them? and you've got him with you most of the time. I think it's more likely that you will die trying to defend him than him getting hurry while you do nothing. I'm not a vampire anymore I don't think I'm in so many bad books. Yeah. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Maryanne \| Mitchell maryanne_walker 2013-07-19 08:59 am UTC (link)
	A lot have vanished, though. Like a puff of smoke. ~~But the parents wen~~ Maybe. How close does someone have to be to be able to do something like that? If he doesn't come out of it... she'll have to do it alone. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

Maryanne | Mitchell

blacktwin
2013-07-19 09:24 am UTC (link)

Really? Have you ever seen that? I've never heard someone complaining that their child gone.

No idea. In the same room I guess. With Annie there was like a ritual and someone needed to die so that a door opens. But doors don't open for the people on the island. Every afterlife seems to work differently. And Annie killed a ghost as well. But she had to touch him. So close, yeah.

No, she won't. She's got you, George and Nina. And if that kid might ever want to know more about his father, I can tell him.

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	Maryanne \| Mitchell maryanne_walker 2013-07-20 12:33 am UTC (link)
	Yes, but their parents vanished with them. Or died. But she's not a ghost now, so you'd have to really really piss of Alex for her to do something like that. And no doors besides the odd ones that go to other universes. I can too. I can tell him things that happened after. But it wouldn't be the same. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Maryanne \| Mitchell blacktwin 2013-07-21 07:22 am UTC (link)
	See! You don't have to worry about ending up without him. Yeah, I don't plan on doing that. So I think we are safe to assume that you will be stuck with me for a while. Sorry. No, of course not but it'll be better than what a lot of other kids have. He or she will be looked after. If the birth actually happens. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Maryanne \| Mitchell maryanne_walker 2013-07-21 08:30 am UTC (link)
	Alright you made a point with that one. But what if I get sent home too? Or die. That has happened. If it's any consolation... I'm glad you're less squishable than the others. I hope it does, I don't want to think about what that would do to her if she did become a ghost before it was born. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Maryanne \| Mitchell blacktwin 2013-07-21 08:49 am UTC (link)
	I thought this was about reassuring you that you wouldn't lose Tim? I'd say that someone else will look after him then. Your brother is here. Jesus, Alex and I would look after him, I'm sure. Yeah, me too. Do you think I should talk to her? She broke my heart but I don't want to see her suffer like this. She's not a bad person. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

Maryanne | Mitchell

maryanne_walker
2013-07-21 09:34 pm UTC (link)

You would? Really? If something happened to me... I don't know if Sean would stay as sane as I did after he... Fuck I'm still going to have to deal with that eventually. Before he finds out on his own.

At least I'll have at least two other people to go insane with me when we're left on island all alone.

I don't see how it would hurt. And... this wasn't the Annie that broke your heart. Right?

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	Maryanne \| Mitchell blacktwin 2013-07-22 09:27 pm UTC (link)
	Sure. You are my friend and that kid deserves someone to look after him. What better than two ghosts? Yeah, we can rock in our chairs together. No, it wasn't. Maybe she's different from her. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Maryanne \| Mitchell maryanne_walker 2013-07-23 05:06 am UTC (link)
	I can't think of anyone better. Thank you Mitchell. Or share a nice padded room? I think she is. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Maryanne \| Mitchell blacktwin 2013-07-23 06:40 am UTC (link)
	Wow, now you are flattering me. Oh yeah, that'll be good. Only that Alex and I can walk right through it. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Maryanne \| Mitchell maryanne_walker 2013-07-23 07:28 am UTC (link)
	No way, I wouldn't do something like that, would I? Well true, which means you could sneak in food. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Maryanne \| Mitchell blacktwin 2013-07-23 07:37 am UTC (link)
	I don't know. You tell me? I don't have any experience with kids. Yeah, we will do that. Food and alcohol. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Maryanne \| Mitchell maryanne_walker 2013-07-23 08:15 am UTC (link)
	Maybe not, but he's not hard to take care of. And I trust you. The strong stuff? Cause I'm not human anymore. I'd need the strong stuff. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Maryanne \| Mitchell blacktwin 2013-07-24 07:53 am UTC (link)
	He's a good kid, isn't he? And thanks. It means a lot. Nothing but the strong stuff. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Maryanne \| Mitchell maryanne_walker 2013-07-24 07:57 am UTC (link)
	He's like his Daddy in that aspect. It's the least I could do, you helped me when I was drowning, with no way out. Well alright we'll turn it into a padded room party. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

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