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Tweak says, "FREEDOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOM!!"

Lindir the Minstrel (the_minstrel) wrote in compass_network,
@ 2013-06-18 16:32:00

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Valar! I am dying.

Be still, my beating heart. Be still.

I was there and he was not, and now I am here and he is not.

Ai. I cannot.

My heart is breaking.

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	your_caretaker 2013-06-19 01:02 am UTC (link)
	In-indeed...! I mean, it's a religion, one that i grew up with, I'm afraid...! It all is very deeply ingrained in me... the guilt, you know? The guilt over - well, G-d, everything...! (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	the_minstrel 2013-06-19 01:04 am UTC (link)
	Eru's heart, what kind of life is that? It sounds awfully dull. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	your_caretaker 2013-06-19 01:13 am UTC (link)
	Nay, nay, it is not dull at all...! ~~Particularly not with its somewhat spotty history!~~ I mean, I think that the Mass is... quite beautiful, really... And as for the Eucharist, or the Body and the Blood of Christ... well, that's a beautiful idea: Transubstantiation, I mean to say...! (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	the_minstrel 2013-06-19 01:30 am UTC (link)
	Eru! What foulness is that? Who consumes the body and blood of another but beasts and .. bats. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	your_caretaker 2013-06-19 01:44 am UTC (link)
	but... well, it's just wine and bread, to start with... and... aren't Bats indeed, some sort of beast, to begin with? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	the_minstrel 2013-06-19 01:45 am UTC (link)
	I do like wine and bread. But really I prefer wine and bowls of cherries. And a fan. That would be lovely. Alas, I shall have to settle for wine and berries alone. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	your_caretaker 2013-06-19 01:49 am UTC (link)
	In-indeed...! I would offer to fan you, sir, but... well, that might be a little uncomfortable, for us both...! ~~But especially for ME~~ (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	the_minstrel 2013-06-19 01:51 am UTC (link)
	Eru's grace, would you? I should dearly appreciate it. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	your_caretaker 2013-06-19 02:09 am UTC (link)
	I-- well for a little while, at least...! I mean, I'm very weak, you understand... So... it would best be a very small fan! (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	the_minstrel 2013-06-19 03:13 am UTC (link)
	Oh aye, all humans are. Eru bless your soul! (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

your_caretaker
2013-06-19 02:06 pm UTC (link)

Yes, well, you see... I am weaker than most humans, even there... For you see, I have a disease called cancer; it's eaten its way through my bones, in my leg and risen up to my lungs, and then to my brain! I often faint a lot if I do too much at once...! So... please understand, I shan't be able to fan you for long, before you will be fanning me in an attempt to revive me from a dead faint...!

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	the_minstrel 2013-06-19 05:34 pm UTC (link)
	Well that's all very tragic, but you must promise not to faint. It will sour the mood awfully. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	elrondperedhel 2013-06-19 05:35 pm UTC (link)
	Lindir. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	the_minstrel 2013-06-19 05:36 pm UTC (link)
	Yes, my lord? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	elrondperedhel 2013-06-19 05:39 pm UTC (link)
	You should try to feel sympathy for their suffering. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	the_minstrel 2013-06-19 05:41 pm UTC (link)
	Oh aye! I said it was tragic. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	elrondperedhel 2013-06-19 05:42 pm UTC (link)
	It is...not quite the same thing. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	the_minstrel 2013-06-19 05:44 pm UTC (link)
	Ai, then I shall leave the wisdom to the wise, my lord. I defer to you in all matters. Save music, of course. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	your_caretaker 2013-06-19 05:55 pm UTC (link)
	Ah, of course... You ARE a musician, are you not? A minstrel, I think you called yourself...! Sorry for forgetting about that detail, sir... Anyway's, well... I'll TRY not to faint, so long as you TRY not to make me fan you...! Heh! ((Ooc: LOL! For SERIOUS! X-D <3 I LOVE YOU GUYS! ;-D <3 ESPECIALLY you, Lindir! X-D <3)) (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	ooc the_minstrel 2013-06-19 06:08 pm UTC (link)
	lmao <3 Lindir is harmless, but man he can be rude. (Reply to this) (Parent)

	elrondperedhel 2013-06-19 06:03 pm UTC (link)
	Very well. But with the lyrics, perhaps you should still ask me. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	the_minstrel 2013-06-19 06:07 pm UTC (link)
	Ai! I think not, my lord. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	elrondperedhel 2013-06-19 06:12 pm UTC (link)
	Aye, as you wish. But remember what happened last time you did not. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	the_minstrel 2013-06-19 06:15 pm UTC (link)
	[...] I certainly do, my lord. I'll not forget it. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	elrondperedhel 2013-06-19 06:28 pm UTC (link)
	See that you don't. (Reply to this) (Parent)

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