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Tweak says, "MONDAIS SUCK"

Elenwë of the Vanyar (vanya_elenwe) wrote in compass_network,
@ 2013-05-28 07:51:00

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[filtered; Fingon]
How do you stay so unperturbed with father's presence here? I envy it. I cannot reconcile who I was with who I am now, and what he thinks of me.

We were high king of the Noldor in each of our times, but how in this place, are we anything but errant children in his eyes? I wish he had not come, Fingon.

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	findekano 2013-05-28 07:25 pm UTC (link)
	I don't understand. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	vanya_elenwe 2013-05-28 07:39 pm UTC (link)
	Nevermind, Fingon, I don't know what I'm saying. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	findekano 2013-05-28 07:42 pm UTC (link)
	Please, just tell me what you're thinking. You know I'm slow sometimes. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	vanya_elenwe 2013-05-28 07:46 pm UTC (link)
	I think I may stay in the city. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	findekano 2013-05-28 07:50 pm UTC (link)
	In the city? Not in Vinyamar? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	vanya_elenwe 2013-05-28 07:56 pm UTC (link)
	Aye. I may build a home, but it will take time. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	findekano 2013-05-28 10:38 pm UTC (link)
	He makes you that uncomfortable? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	vanya_elenwe 2013-05-28 10:45 pm UTC (link)
	I don't want to force my company on him if it aggravates him, Fingon. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	findekano 2013-05-28 10:47 pm UTC (link)
	How do you know it aggravates him? He likes Vinyamar, I think. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	vanya_elenwe 2013-05-28 10:50 pm UTC (link)
	I I don't know. I just feel that it does. And I know he does, it's why I am thinking of leaving it to him. I built it for the people, not myself, anyway. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	findekano 2013-05-28 10:53 pm UTC (link)
	Will you take Elenwë with you? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	vanya_elenwe 2013-05-28 10:54 pm UTC (link)
	If she chooses. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	findekano 2013-05-28 10:55 pm UTC (link)
	Will she? Or will she stay to torment father? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	vanya_elenwe 2013-05-28 10:56 pm UTC (link)
	I don't know. I don't control her actions, brother. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	findekano 2013-05-28 10:57 pm UTC (link)
	She's your wife. Mother and father always act as one. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	vanya_elenwe 2013-05-28 10:59 pm UTC (link)
	I know, but being my wife doesn't mean she isn't an individual. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	findekano 2013-05-28 11:00 pm UTC (link)
	She's very difficult, you know. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	vanya_elenwe 2013-05-28 11:01 pm UTC (link)
	What do you desire of her? To follow my every command and do only as I wish her to? Like a servant? Nay, you say she is difficult because she has opinions, desires and does as she pleases whether you will it or not. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	findekano 2013-05-28 11:07 pm UTC (link)
	Is that not what mother does? She does what father asks. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	vanya_elenwe 2013-05-28 11:09 pm UTC (link)
	Mother and Elenwë are different people, Fingon. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	findekano 2013-05-28 11:11 pm UTC (link)
	Yes, yes I know. But she'd be happier if she acted more like mother. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	vanya_elenwe 2013-05-28 11:12 pm UTC (link)
	I don't think so. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	findekano 2013-05-28 11:14 pm UTC (link)
	Why? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	vanya_elenwe 2013-05-28 11:15 pm UTC (link)
	I have no desire to kill her spirit, brother. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	findekano 2013-05-28 11:16 pm UTC (link)
	Has father broken mother's spirit? (Reply to this) (Parent)

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