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Tweak says, "Yvan eht nioj!"

Elenwë of the Vanyar (vanya_elenwe) wrote in compass_network,
@ 2013-04-28 20:20:00

Entry tags:

!open, maryanne walker (oe), ~greg house, ~isabel lane

Could someone tell me the best way to get paint out of hair and off of skin and...well...everywhere, really?

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	Fingon \| Turgon turukano 2013-04-29 06:21 am UTC (link)
	Fingon! (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Fingon \| Turgon findekano 2013-04-29 06:22 am UTC (link)
	What? I became quite familiar with the couch in father's study. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Fingon \| Turgon turukano 2013-04-29 06:23 am UTC (link)
	Fingon! Stop at once. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Fingon \| Turgon findekano 2013-04-29 06:24 am UTC (link)
	Why are you so embarrassed? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Fingon \| Turgon turukano 2013-04-29 06:25 am UTC (link)
	Stop it! (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Fingon \| Turgon findekano 2013-04-29 06:26 am UTC (link)
	You are ridiculous. She is your wife! I should hope that you would be doing...that. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Fingon \| Turgon turukano 2013-04-29 06:27 am UTC (link)
	We did. Obviously. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Fingon \| Turgon findekano 2013-04-29 06:29 am UTC (link)
	What is it like? Is it wonderful? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Fingon \| Turgon turukano 2013-04-29 06:31 am UTC (link)
	Fingon! (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Fingon \| Turgon findekano 2013-04-29 06:32 am UTC (link)
	I am curious. It is something I will never know. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Fingon \| Turgon turukano 2013-04-29 06:35 am UTC (link)
	It cannot be described. It is just.. I mean besides the physical pleasure of it all, being so connected to someone.. bodily and spiritually. It's an expression of our bond and.. Eru, I can't. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Fingon \| Turgon findekano 2013-04-29 06:37 am UTC (link)
	I will not force you. Will you be having more children, now that you are together again? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Fingon \| Turgon turukano 2013-04-29 06:40 am UTC (link)
	No.. I don't think we will. That time for us has passed. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Fingon \| Turgon findekano 2013-04-29 06:41 am UTC (link)
	Ah. So you will live in your two bedroom apartment with her chastely? How dull. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Fingon \| Turgon turukano 2013-04-29 06:45 am UTC (link)
	I don't know. It's unfair of me. ~~But I can't~~ (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Fingon \| Turgon findekano 2013-04-29 06:46 am UTC (link)
	Unfair? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Fingon \| Turgon turukano 2013-04-29 06:48 am UTC (link)
	To deny her. She still wants to lay together but she won't say. And it's unfair of me to deny her. I feel guilty. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Fingon \| Turgon findekano 2013-04-29 06:50 am UTC (link)
	How do you know she does if you she doesn't say? Guilty? Why? You should not. Do you not desire her, or is it something else? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

Fingon | Turgon

turukano
2013-04-29 06:56 am UTC (link)

Because when I denied her the intimacy of.. touching me I saw the disappointment.

It is unfair of me! It is unfair because she has needs and I should be fulfilling them and I'm not. And it's unfair of me to make her wait.. for something that I cannot promise will even change.

It's been 500 years, brother. I cannot simply.. lay with her on sight. I cannot even let her touch my ears. We have not shared a kiss. I barely hug her without feeling ... afraid.

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	Fingon \| Turgon findekano 2013-04-29 07:00 am UTC (link)
	She does not seem unhappy to me, brother. She seems very, very happy. Turukáno, what is it you fear? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Fingon \| Turgon turukano 2013-04-29 07:06 am UTC (link)
	She is good at hiding it from everyone. I know her better than I know myself. I don't know what I am afraid of, only that when there might be the chance it leads into.. intimacy I freeze up and look for the first out. What is wrong with me? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Fingon \| Turgon findekano 2013-04-29 07:07 am UTC (link)
	Brother, I do not ask this to embarrass you. But do you still have those sort of feelings for her? Are you still attracted to her? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Fingon \| Turgon turukano 2013-04-29 07:25 am UTC (link)
	Of course. I love her. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Fingon \| Turgon findekano 2013-04-29 07:26 am UTC (link)
	So the idea of being with her is...at least somewhat pleasing to you on an abstract level? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)