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Tweak says, "badger badger badger badger"

Maryanne Elizabeth Walker (maryanne_walker) wrote in compass_network,
@ 2013-04-16 21:37:00

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!open, maryanne walker (oe), ~tony stark

Why can't this place ever be fucking simple? Why does it have to complicate the ever living FUCK out of something until you want to either break into a million fucking little pieces and scatter to the wind, or simply lose your fucking mind and go apeshit at the same time?

~~FUCK YOU ISLAND FOR BRINGING THE WRONG GUY!~~

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maryanne_walker
2013-04-17 04:11 am UTC (link)

That's the cruel part of being here. I wont have his love forever. This is just... A tricky part of being here. They die here, but it doesn't mean they don't live on at home. Where they're from. I've cheated, in weakness after he died I sat myself in front of one of the TVs, and watched the documentation of where he's from. With Tim, so he could at least hear Daryl's voice. He doesn't speak that much.

Ugh, I don't remember where I was going with that. Anyway, by the end he's still alive. The big hearted, mean, when he needs to be, fighting redneck that I fell in love with. But I wouldn't want him dead. I wouldn't want to deprive any world of him, even if he didn't, or wouldn't, know me if I stepped into it.

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itarille
2013-04-17 04:20 am UTC (link)

You have had his love for a short time then, and it will have to be enough. No one says that it will not hurt, for love often does, but you are strong inside and brave. Brave beyond measure to dare loving one whom you knew you may never see again.

It is a beautiful thing.

And though you hurt now do not despair. Live in memory, for your love is in memory of him and that shall never fade or abandon you.

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	maryanne_walker 2013-04-17 06:13 am UTC (link)
	It wasn't really a choice. My heart made it for me. But it wasn't a hard one. He's a good man. And one solid year of happiness seems like it was enough. It was enough that he made me feel like everything else, all through my life, was worth it. (Reply to this) (Parent)

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