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Tweak says, "mickey loves ian"

macleod1518 (macleod1518) wrote in compass_network,
@ 2013-02-26 16:56:00

Entry tags:

!open, kytana montrose, x-23 (oe), ~micha delmare

Security check in
Since our last two security coordinators died or went missing, I'm going to take over organizing security if there are no objections. I can't die, ~~unless someone takes my head~~ so I should be a safe choice.

Who do we have left and what are your preferences? No guarantees but I'll try to take them into consideration.

EDIT: Mr. Salvatore apparently objects, please send your inquiries to him.

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	Connor weapon_x_23 2013-03-01 04:37 am UTC (link)
	I would not wish his child to be in the same situation as Nicolas and Genevieve. The man I loved is dead. He was the first. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

Laura

macleod1518
2013-03-01 05:18 pm UTC (link)

I am so sorry for your loss. Losing your partner is a terrible thing to experience, I've had it happen to me more than once and it is shattering every time. The first was the worst though, when I lost Heather I wanted nothing more than to follow her in death.

Of course I couldn't. You can't either, but for different reasons I think. Those children depend on you now, and it is a very noble thing you've done to take them in as your own.

If I can be of any help, even just someone to spar with, let me know.

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	Connor weapon_x_23 2013-03-01 10:16 pm UTC (link)
	I cannot follow him in death, even if it were a choice I could make. Not because of the children, though they do keep me from making fruitless attempts. But because of the man I was cloned from. I will, thank you. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Laura macleod1518 2013-03-01 10:18 pm UTC (link)
	I won't lie and say the pain goes away completely, it doesn't. But it does fade over time, and eventually the joys in life outweigh the heartbreak. You regenerate then? Please do. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Connor weapon_x_23 2013-03-02 02:14 am UTC (link)
	I wanted to much with him, I think. Yes, rapidly. I've had every bone in my body broken at least once, if not numerous times. My handler would take great pleasure in breaking my neck so that I would have to sit and watch, unable to move for three minutes, while she did reprehensible things. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Laura macleod1518 2013-03-02 02:29 am UTC (link)
	I wanted things with Heather that could never be. I hope you killed her at some point. Slowly. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Connor weapon_x_23 2013-03-02 03:14 am UTC (link)
	As did I. Children were not in my future with Dalek. Or with anyone. Not children of my flesh anyway. I could not. She was altered so that she was indestructible. I did enjoy blowing her up on a number of occasions, and launching her long distances. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Laura macleod1518 2013-03-02 04:15 pm UTC (link)
	Immortals can't have children either. That was what I wanted the most with Heather, but as I've gotten older I think it's probably for the best that we don't. Watching adopted children grow old and die is hard enough, but if a child of my blood were to do the same? I'm not sure I could go on. Well that's something, not enough but something. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Connor weapon_x_23 2013-03-02 06:43 pm UTC (link)
	I believe it was the radiation I went through as a child that made my womb uninhabitable, it was done before the regeneration was active to make it active. But I would hope that if I could, they would gain that mutation as well. I believe that the Headmistress of Xaviers may have stepped in and done something. I have not seen nor heard from her in a long while. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Laura macleod1518 2013-03-02 08:15 pm UTC (link)
	I'm sorry to hear that. Hopefully you can find a cure for that one day, this place seems to allow for any possibility. Xaviers? Is this a school where you were from? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

Connor

weapon_x_23
2013-03-02 08:35 pm UTC (link)

I see no reason to now. I had tried to get one on the train, and Nine might have been close, but she vanished before she could finish.

Yes, Xaviers School for Gifted Youngsters is what it was called. I did not go there for an education, nor to learn control I already had it. I believe they did it to socialize me, and then so that I could protect those who were left.

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	Laura macleod1518 2013-03-02 08:38 pm UTC (link)
	Never say never. If I've learned one thing in the past five centuries it's nothing stays the same forever. I see. Did it help? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Connor weapon_x_23 2013-03-02 08:50 pm UTC (link)
	I do not know that I am interested in putting myself in such a position again. A little, yes. It was thought I was a mute. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Laura macleod1518 2013-03-02 10:17 pm UTC (link)
	Give it time and just let your heart guide you. You'll know if or when the time comes. Well then I'd say that you've much improved. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Connor weapon_x_23 2013-03-02 11:44 pm UTC (link)
	Wouldn't it depend on the who? The train helped with that also. And you. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Laura macleod1518 2013-03-03 12:09 am UTC (link)
	The who is a big part of it yes. I'm glad something came of that then. I still consider you a friend even if I'm no longer magically infatuated. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Connor weapon_x_23 2013-03-03 01:40 am UTC (link)
	I had not anticipated Dalek, so perhaps you are right. The intimacy was not bad either. But I am glad to count you as a friend. (Reply to this) (Parent)

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