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Tweak says, "you know you love me xoxotweak"

Applejack Apple (applejack_) wrote in compass_network,
@ 2013-01-27 02:37:00

Entry tags:

!closed, applejack, ~john mitchell (oe)

Private Message to John Mitchell (oe)
Hi, it's been a while.

I wanted to check on you.

And I also wanted to ask you a question.

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	hamrammr 2013-01-27 08:49 am UTC (link)
	Shoot. (Reply to this) (Thread)

	applejack_ 2013-01-27 08:52 am UTC (link)
	What's her favorite flower? And how are you? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	hamrammr 2013-01-27 08:55 am UTC (link)
	No idea. But she likes them, liked them. I'm splendid, never been better. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	applejack_ 2013-01-27 09:06 am UTC (link)
	I was thinkin' about puttin' a lot of real pretty wild flowers... For her. All over. That's why I'm askin'. Mitchell, I know what it's like to lose someone close. You don't have to pretend. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	hamrammr 2013-01-27 09:08 am UTC (link)
	Yeah, she would like that. Thank you. I feel like shit, okay, can we drop the subject now? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	applejack_ 2013-01-27 09:17 am UTC (link)
	Would you like it? It's probably best that we don't. Stuff like this tends to fester, if you do. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	hamrammr 2013-01-27 09:21 am UTC (link)
	Yeah, whatever she would have liked. Please, I had enough pitying looks and comforting words. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

applejack_
2013-01-27 09:29 am UTC (link)

Alright I'll set to work on it tomorrow.

I'm not doin' this out of pity. You're a strong personality like I am, I figure that's why we both get along so well, so I know you'd like that stuff about as much as I did.

I guess what I'm offerin' is someone to scream at, cause I know that's part of it. Some shrink told me and Mac that there were five stages of grief, after you've lost someone important.

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	hamrammr 2013-01-27 09:54 am UTC (link)
	AJ, all I want is to not talk about this. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	applejack_ 2013-01-27 10:54 am UTC (link)
	Okay, we don't have to talk about what happened. Let's talk about you. I know the girls at your pub miss you, I do too. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	hamrammr 2013-01-27 11:10 am UTC (link)
	You won't have a lot of fun with me right now. I've got a lot of my plate at the moment. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	applejack_ 2013-01-27 11:25 am UTC (link)
	That's what I'm trying to be here for. To help you with that mound you have on your plate. My Granny always said I had the appetite of a grown stallion twice my size. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	hamrammr 2013-01-27 11:28 am UTC (link)
	Jesus, AJ, I killed someone then turned him. It's nothing you can help me with. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	applejack_ 2013-01-27 11:45 am UTC (link)
	Well, sounds like you just undid the killed part. I don't know about where you come from, but where I do, it seems like this place would be a lot easier on turned ponies. Everybody's so willin' to give, and aren't runnin' scared screamin' their fool heads off. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	hamrammr 2013-01-27 12:38 pm UTC (link)
	God, AJ, you have no idea. I didn't, I made it worse. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	applejack_ 2013-01-27 10:33 pm UTC (link)
	Mitchell, now, you do just fine with it. I'm sure dead would be far worse than being a vampire. I'll tell ya now that I'd prefer that over death, myself. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	hamrammr 2013-01-28 12:23 pm UTC (link)
	You have no idea what it's like to be me. Don't say something like that. There is a reason why suicide is common amongst us. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	applejack_ 2013-01-29 12:15 am UTC (link)
	No I don't. But I do know you're a good person. He has you to look up too. It could be worse, he could be without anyone to look up to. I don't need to camp out somewhere nearby do I? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	hamrammr 2013-01-30 11:03 am UTC (link)
	I'm not exactly the best rolemodel, AJ. Why should you? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	applejack_ 2013-01-30 10:34 pm UTC (link)
	Mitchell, you're one of the few kind people here. I'd say you should be a rolemodel for everyone who lacks manners here. Suicide is common... (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	hamrammr 2013-01-31 04:51 pm UTC (link)
	Me? You can't seriously think that. I'm not a good person. There's someone here who needs me. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	applejack_ 2013-02-01 01:39 am UTC (link)
	I ain't seen any other side to you. Why wouldn't I think that? We all need you Mitchell. This place would become a horrible place if you went anywhere. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	hamrammr 2013-02-01 07:21 am UTC (link)
	No, you are right, I'm practically Mother Theresa. It wouldn't. But you don't have to worry, I will stay for now. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	applejack_ 2013-02-01 09:00 am UTC (link)
	Mother who? It would to me. And probably a few other people that love you too. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	hamrammr 2013-02-01 09:14 am UTC (link)
	Nevermind. Yeah, maybe. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	applejack_ 2013-02-01 09:39 am UTC (link)
	No maybes to it. I told ya before. You make this place easier. You're one of the first few people who even cared that I lived and breathed here. That means a lot. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	hamrammr 2013-02-01 09:50 am UTC (link)
	Tell that Ira. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	applejack_ 2013-02-01 10:12 am UTC (link)
	I probably don't need too. His life has changed, sure, but who's to say it's for the worst? Maybe he'll do great things in the future? And you made that possible by giving him that future. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	hamrammr 2013-02-01 10:54 am UTC (link)
	No, I didn't change his life for the good. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	applejack_ 2013-02-01 08:47 pm UTC (link)
	How do you know that? Is future tellin' one of your vampire skills? You can help him make sure he stays good. Just like you stay good. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	hamrammr 2013-02-02 12:45 pm UTC (link)
	No, but knowing what it's like to be me is a skill I have. You can't turn this into something good. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	applejack_ 2013-02-02 10:56 pm UTC (link)
	Sure I can. Because if there's things about you that you didn't like, you can keep him from making those mistakes Mitchell. If you hadn't made them, where would he be? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	hamrammr 2013-02-04 08:40 pm UTC (link)
	He would still be human if I hadn't made them. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	applejack_ 2013-02-04 09:25 pm UTC (link)
	Maybe he would or maybe someone worse would have come along and done the same thing and not offer him the high road. You're not a bad man. You're just a man. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	hamrammr 2013-02-06 03:58 pm UTC (link)
	That's highly likely. Yeah, maybe. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	applejack_ 2013-02-07 04:43 am UTC (link)
	Here it is very, very likely. My former roommate was just a normal human whens he first got here, and now? She's a Genie. Say it with me Mitchell. "I am a man." (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	hamrammr 2013-02-07 02:11 pm UTC (link)
	I can actually identify my gender without help, AJ. Thank you. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	applejack_ 2013-02-08 03:47 am UTC (link)
	I'm not talkin' about your gender. Seems to me that you think you're some sort of devil fit for nothin' but a pit and a pitchfork. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	hamrammr 2013-02-10 04:21 pm UTC (link)
	I try to be good, you know. It's just sometimes so fucking hard. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	applejack_ 2013-02-11 04:46 am UTC (link)
	It comes hard for everybody. It's easier to do bad things than it is good. But my Granny always told me that anything worth havin' in your life don't come easy. The good things are so much more worth it in the end. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	hamrammr 2013-02-11 07:01 am UTC (link)
	You are right, they are. Everything else just turns into regret. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	applejack_ 2013-02-11 07:29 am UTC (link)
	Was it easy for you to turn him, in your mind? Or was it a hard decision? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	hamrammr 2013-02-11 07:30 am UTC (link)
	The turning was hard. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	applejack_ 2013-02-11 07:35 am UTC (link)
	Well ~~hopefully~~ in the long run it'll be worth it. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	hamrammr 2013-02-11 07:36 am UTC (link)
	No, it still won't. But it's done now and I will help him wherever I can. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	applejack_ 2013-02-11 07:52 am UTC (link)
	You can't know for sure. This is only the short beginning. You gotta have faith Mitchell, in yourself and in him. (Reply to this) (Parent)