It is, very difficult. I have been used to working away, but there have always been letters and some indication that there is an end date to work towards. I'm glad you have your daughter with you. How old is she?
Yes, but someone else told me that we are but a copy of our former selves, and life is going on without anyone noticing our disappearance. Maybe it sounds ridiculous to feel jealous of myself, but I can't stand the thought of another "me" having my life, my wife, and my child. So, I will hang onto the former explanation.