I daresay I would, but that's a particular unpleasantness that it's best not to get into. Dying would certainly be the more honorable thing. My father would If you believe it is your gods doing all this, you might ask them to be kind to me, and then we need never put it to the test.
I say, I'm not an invalid or anything of that sort. My clothes are perfectly clean. The dirt-repelling charm I mentioned works well, and I conjure up water to wash with every morning which plenty of muggles don't It is only black ink on a white shirt that is causing me trouble. If I can't salvage it, I can discard it, as I have others. It only seemed a little wasteful. I eat at the restaurants sometimes, or have fruit and sandwiches. I know how to make them, and to make tea, and I used to share a big dormitory at school so I know how to keep things tidy and keep the fires going so that the cold doesn't get in.