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Brynhild Ingouf ([info]brynhild_ingouf) wrote in [info]compass_network,
@ 2020-05-23 02:53:00

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Entry tags:brynhild, jacob frye, miguel o'hara, zatanna

Would anyone be terribly offended if I dubbed the station Texas?


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[info]backwardstalk
2020-05-24 03:47 am UTC (link)
You sound like John, he's said the same.

My father was killed, sacrificed himself to save me when The Great Evil Beast tried to interfere with John's seance. He wasn't the only sorcerer that died during the seance, but he was the only one who wasn't supposed to be there. He didn't trust John with me.

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[info]brynhild_ingouf
2020-05-24 04:05 am UTC (link)
Living in my world was harder, I had to be harder, I had to hide what I am for much of twelve hundred years and suspect everyone. It has only been in the recent decades that supernatural beings had come to light. Not that that's been any fun to deal with. The only ones that have been this truth has been kept from are my two biological daughters, because I couldn't handle that sort of rejection. It's been nice, not to have to glamour someone for blood, or feed off of someone because it's a fetish. I didn't even bite John once, it was nice.

I'm sorry, had I known... I would have offered to take another demon's head while we were in Hell.

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[info]backwardstalk
2020-05-24 04:18 am UTC (link)
You don't have to make yourself vulnerable when you're honest, at least not on every occasion, but I understand. I imagine he is grateful though, given how he tends to feel about that sort of thing.

I personally made certain that my father was able to cross over completely after a regrettable time in hell when his soul was trapped. Helping him move on has helped me move on, especially when it comes to forgiving John.

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[info]brynhild_ingouf
2020-05-24 04:51 am UTC (link)
I don't know how to not be vulnerable when I'm honest, it makes me feel more vulnerable than when I'm naked. Well, it was one of the two stipulations of us sleeping together that I kept.

Still, should we ever have the chance again, I'll do the same for you as I did for him.

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[info]backwardstalk
2020-05-24 05:37 am UTC (link)
Selective honesty then? I'm not much better at it. Vulnerable is an awful feeling.

Thank you.

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[info]brynhild_ingouf
2020-05-24 05:42 am UTC (link)
I'm fine with being honest and naked. I'm deadly either way, but I don't know how to not be soft and honest.

You don't have a fate like his, do you?

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[info]backwardstalk
2020-05-24 05:53 am UTC (link)
I would say distance helps, but it really doesn't.

Like my father's? Or like John's? I can't really say. I've never been tempted to look. For a long while, I kept getting told I was going to die for John or that I was going to lay down my life for the League. If it is a natural death then it will have to wait nearly a thousand years, my people can live a very long time. As for hell, well, John has tried his best to make sure my soul hasn't been claimed, but my father's wasn't. His soul was trapped by a demon as he was trying to pass into the afterlife, I am much more well known to demonkind than he was. For the moment they seem more interested in possessing me than taking my soul.

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[info]brynhild_ingouf
2020-05-24 07:12 am UTC (link)
I'll just have to form a thicker skin, probably. But the question is, do I want to?

How old are you now?

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[info]backwardstalk
2020-05-24 07:33 am UTC (link)
A difficult question. Let me know when you figure it out.

I recently turned 35. I met John when I was 18, I'm not certain if that's physically aged me or not.

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[info]brynhild_ingouf
2020-05-24 10:25 am UTC (link)
If I don't John's going to stay busy. But if I do there is a high probability that I'll be alone for the rest of my life.

Well you look marvelous.

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[info]backwardstalk
2020-05-24 06:11 pm UTC (link)
At least if he's busy with you and Gen he can't get into too much trouble, I say like I haven't watched him burn his life down more than once.

As for being alone, I've essentially made that choice. It is largely the right one for me but it isn't for everyone. If it isn't what you want then you're going to have to do something about it, even if it's hard. I think you already know that though.

Thank you. You're quite incredible yourself.

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[info]brynhild_ingouf
2020-05-24 08:28 pm UTC (link)
I'd rather he be busy with Gen, his chance at happiness.

I thought I had made the choice too. I had my first try at monogamy since I became a vampire and it screwed that choice up.

Thank you. I'm sorry that you have to live so long. It's not fun.

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[info]backwardstalk
2020-05-24 09:00 pm UTC (link)
I do wish him luck, and that he doesn't get in his own way when it comes to her and the chance he has.

I'm sorry.

I likely won't, not with the life I live and with the giant target on my back. But there are a few people, my father included, who died so that I might go on. I feel like I owe it to them to do as much good as I can before my end comes.

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[info]brynhild_ingouf
2020-05-25 02:58 am UTC (link)
I... did talk to her. Told her it's going to be work, but he's worth it. I only hope she'll listen.

If only I had known I would have a weakness for the smell of Silk Cut and Gin.

What you need is a look-a-like that knows how to fight just as well as you do.

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[info]backwardstalk
2020-05-25 03:15 am UTC (link)
She's very sweet. Loving John never gets easier, you should know that

You should have seen him in the mohawk, punk jacket, cheap beer and scent of stale vomit phase. Whenever I need to deflate my ego a little I remind myself that I excitedly did tantric magic with that.

I can make duplicates of myself, no problem. I do it quite a lot really, unfortunately, my magic lights up like a beacon if someone is looking for it. And even more unfortunately I can't synchronicity wave travel the way John does so I'm largely on my own.

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[info]brynhild_ingouf
2020-05-25 04:46 am UTC (link)
She is. They seem like they would be good for each other.

Oh the things I didn't know.... You know he's probably cursing the fact that we're talking right now.

Duplicates are different with everyone that can make them. Do you feel their pain? Do they return to you?

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[info]backwardstalk
2020-05-25 05:03 am UTC (link)
I really hope he's sweating at the thought of it, he's had it coming for a while.

They're more like projections, though they can be solid enough if I focus. It all depends on how much concentration I'm using and how many duplicates I want there to be.

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[info]brynhild_ingouf
2020-05-25 07:23 am UTC (link)
At least it's not two women that hate him.

In my world I have a thrall. She looks just like me except her red is a shade off, and her eyes are more hazel. And she's Irish. But she keeps me safe, and I keep her safe. If you can afford it, you might want to consider.

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[info]backwardstalk
2020-05-25 07:35 am UTC (link)
Back home I'm a relatively famous stage magician and author, not to mention a former member of the Justice League. I have good security for lower threats, magic for worse ones, even so I don't know if I could do that. That would potentially be another person dying for me and I don't think I could stomach that again.

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[info]brynhild_ingouf
2020-05-25 09:39 am UTC (link)
I'm not saying they should be untrained. At the very least it gives you eyes in the back of your head. My thrall can't swing a sword as fast as I can, but she can take someone's head off with one pretty quickly.

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[info]backwardstalk
2020-05-26 03:52 am UTC (link)
Should I worry about needing one here?

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[info]brynhild_ingouf
2020-05-26 04:38 am UTC (link)
No, should you ever find trouble here, nearly everyone here has your back. Simply because you live here.

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[info]backwardstalk
2020-05-26 05:30 am UTC (link)
I'm happy to know that at least. I was surprised by how many offered to help pull John from hell, but it makes sense now.

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[info]brynhild_ingouf
2020-05-26 06:09 am UTC (link)
Some of them were people who care about him, but some were just because the 'you can't mess with one of us' thing.

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