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Tweak says, "You're not getting rid of me."

Brynhild Ingouf (brynhild_ingouf) wrote in compass_network,
@ 2018-05-29 03:08:00

Entry tags:

!open, brynhild, loki

The ghosts are taking a more violent turn. If any of you do not feel safe in your own homes, or on this station all are welcome to bed down in the Bad Things. There are cots and sleeping bags and plenty of food and drink.

The walls and doors are warded, and lined with iron, the threshold bathed in salt. Only the strongest can get through, and even if they do it will knock down their power and energy. But lets hope there are none that strong on board.

If there are any non humans that would like to seek refuge feel free to private message me and I will make sure none of the warding will keep you out.

[Loki]

If you wish to bring your family, and would like to come and slum it for a bit, I will be able to get you across the threshold without any power loss. I will even throw in my bedroom so that it will seem a little less like you are slumming it.

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	Brynhild truly_desperate 2018-06-01 07:22 am UTC (link)
	How thoughtful of you. My weak mind would crumble beneath them. I was unaware that you were that kind of vampire. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Loki brynhild_ingouf 2018-06-01 07:44 am UTC (link)
	It's the loss of my children. Biological, and adopted. Especially the ones that were Christian, because I will never see them again. Everything else is background noise. It would not crumble your mind but I do not think you would be the same if you witnessed what I did, felt the way I did. All bodily fluids have some nutritional value. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Brynhild truly_desperate 2018-06-01 08:37 am UTC (link)
	My poor soul could not take it. My life has been too sheltered. Loss is a stranger to me. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Loki brynhild_ingouf 2018-06-01 08:50 am UTC (link)
	Mock me if you like, it is still not something I would share. Or wish upon anyone. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Brynhild truly_desperate 2018-06-01 08:57 am UTC (link)
	And you need not share it. But do not tell me what I can and cannot handle. It is not the first time I experienced the loss of a child. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Loki brynhild_ingouf 2018-06-01 09:18 am UTC (link)
	I did not say you could not handle it. It is, and was, simply a pain I would not wish upon you. And I am sorry that you had to. I've been stabbed in various places, run through, shot, had to stitch on a limb, and nothing I've experienced compares. It doesn't get easier with time, it doesn't soften with each life lost, or their age, of my flesh or not. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Brynhild truly_desperate 2018-06-01 09:36 am UTC (link)
	These are no memories I would seek out if you believe that is what I would do. I know my way through the paths of a mind. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Loki brynhild_ingouf 2018-06-01 09:48 am UTC (link)
	I don't know how that sort of stuff works, the only mind play I do is glamoring and I don't do much of that anymore. I just... I guess I didn't want you to happen upon them? What does it say about me that I'd willingly put myself through that again, for your brother? Before we had even been out on a date. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Brynhild truly_desperate 2018-06-01 10:08 am UTC (link)
	I see. You had little faith of my abilities. That you consider having a child for a wrong reason. You should not have a child for your spouse's sake. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Loki brynhild_ingouf 2018-06-01 10:20 am UTC (link)
	No, I just didn't know the depths of those sort of abilities. And I didn't want you to be in there and the scent of pine to bring an onslaught of memories of my son Floki to assault you. No it's not only that, the thought of some other woman doing it made me jealous. And I don't do jealousy. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Brynhild truly_desperate 2018-06-01 10:25 am UTC (link)
	I can surpress that memory for you. Another questionable reason. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Loki brynhild_ingouf 2018-06-01 10:48 am UTC (link)
	I wouldn't want that. He was the last biological child I was able to have. It is not and cannot be something done on the whim... In spite of my jealousy it is something I will wait for. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Brynhild truly_desperate 2018-06-01 10:56 am UTC (link)
	I see. ~~That he is your bio~~ That we agree on. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Loki brynhild_ingouf 2018-06-02 12:15 am UTC (link)
	I wouldn't want to forget any of them, and I loved them all. But I lost my mortal life when Floki was young. Only six. And he is the only one of my children that got revenge for me and his father. Would you say knowing what you know that I am still a good fit? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Brynhild truly_desperate 2018-06-02 06:14 am UTC (link)
	Of course. ~~Still?~~ My time now is over. My own child demands my attention. Take care, Shieldmaiden. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Loki brynhild_ingouf 2018-06-02 06:55 am UTC (link)
	[Norse for be safe, be well] (Reply to this) (Parent)

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