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Maryanne Elizabeth Walker (maryanne_walker) wrote in compass_network,
@ 2012-12-17 02:13:00

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So, okay, I wasn't going to get on a soap box about this whole sex thing, but I want to put my two cents out too.

I did the same exact thing while we were on Thomas. Do I regret doing it? No. Not at all. I didn't filter it from any kids, but the only kid we had on board was Matt, and he probably knew more about sex than I do. When he was 13.

I don't regret it even if it did put a bit of a stigma on me. Because I met the love of my life. And Daryl is the best man I have ever met. And it was supposed to be a one night stand. I was trolling for sex, on a train that was much smaller than this island is. That had fewer people on it, at the time, than this island does.

I guess what I'm asking is, give them a break. Who knows if they'll meet the person they will love for a lifetime, or just have one really good night of much needed sex. ~~Or a night of really bad shower all night~~ Because I've become a bit of a sap, I'd hope for the love for a lifetime. ~~Especially for Samir~~ Everybody deserves to feel that loved.

Who here is holy enough to point fingers and throw stones? Even if you think you are, because you think you are, you really aren't. If you don't like reading people's adverts about sex... Avert your eyes. Don't want your kids reading it? These computers aren't dinosaurs, put up the parental blocks. That's what they're there for.

Now I'm off my sex soapbox. Throw stones if you must, I've got a pretty thick hide, but I'll warn you, my claws and tongue are a lot sharper than any stones you can throw.

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	maryanne_walker 2012-12-17 10:47 am UTC (link)
	Umm... Hunting I think? But that's it. Well, we slept together first, and then kinda flirted and courted. Then moved in together, though that was kind of the train's doing. We went on our first date just the other day. And we have a kid together. North of The Mason-Dixon line. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	ofthursdays 2012-12-17 10:51 am UTC (link)
	Do you have any you do alone? I don't think that is so very uncommon. The way Sam and I got together was exceedingly messy. And we did it twice. The first time it didn't work. At all. This time it is right. Is geographical location relevant to believing me? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	maryanne_walker 2012-12-17 11:06 am UTC (link)
	I think a lot of what I do could be considered hobbies? I cook, I fish, I hunt. The rest of my time is spent with my baby and him. Well, the right way is what ever works for you. Not so much as believing you as it is sensitivity towards it, I think. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	ofthursdays 2012-12-17 11:10 am UTC (link)
	And you are happy. That is good. I like to paint while Sam reads. It is our peaceful place. I wouldn't recommend it and I didn't think it would ever work for us but when I became more concerned about him than us... that was when it worked. It varied with location? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	maryanne_walker 2012-12-18 04:14 am UTC (link)
	I've never been so happy. He fills a void that I didn't even know was there. And... Then voids that I did know about. Us? Well... Southerners tend to be more genteel. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	ofthursdays 2012-12-18 04:52 am UTC (link)
	I understand what you mean, though I was well aware of my void. Yes. When I focused on helping him rise from the hole he was in we had something to build on. If you say. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	maryanne_walker 2012-12-18 05:32 am UTC (link)
	I knew about the smaller ones that I was nervous about closing up. I just... I don't know, now I feel like I'm full. Like I could almost burst, you know? Did he have the same problem that the Sam on the train did? I do, I'm from Mobile, Alabama. They're from New York City. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	ofthursdays 2012-12-18 05:35 am UTC (link)
	Yes. I know. I do know. He... had a good many problems but he remained himself. Does that make them more sceptical? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	maryanne_walker 2012-12-18 06:10 am UTC (link)
	I have to wonder what he'd say if he read all this. Lucifer? Yeah, it does. Plus they're boys. And boys will be boys. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	ofthursdays 2012-12-18 06:19 am UTC (link)
	Daryl? You could always show it to him and find out. Sam wasn't troubled by Lucifer directly on the ship. He has... other demons. I don't understand how they gender makes them less inclined to listen. They are capable of reason. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	maryanne_walker 2012-12-18 09:55 am UTC (link)
	I don't know if I want too. Oh. I don't wanna poke too much, besides he's okay now, right? I don't pretend to understand men. They're a whole other species sometimes. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	ofthursdays 2012-12-18 09:57 am UTC (link)
	Why? He is. He is very well now. A beautiful father. A good man. In my case literally but I understand Sam as well as I can. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	maryanne_walker 2012-12-18 10:54 am UTC (link)
	Because I might earn the look. They both are, good men I mean. I don't know about the Sam from the train's Dad skills. But I love him to death. Er in that platonic friendly sort of way. Hah, mine too. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	ofthursdays 2012-12-18 10:59 am UTC (link)
	And the look is bad? Both of them are good men. The one from the train is taking on a child who needs him. I am proud of how they have grown. But they vary. I can understand Sam because our experiences are similar. Don't you share that with Daryl? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	maryanne_walker 2012-12-18 11:21 am UTC (link)
	Well, no, but it's powerful. And kinda sexy. I might have to go check up on him and say hi, at least. I've been meaning to go so Tim can meet his Uncle Sam. I do, actually. Sort of. Where Daryl was from he was being hunted by the undead, Zombies. Where I'm from I was being hunted by assholes that wanted me dead. (Reply to this) (Parent)

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