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Tweak says, "there is no spoon"

Rachel Sully (rachelsully) wrote in compass_network,
@ 2015-02-23 23:55:00

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	tim_dixon 2015-03-06 11:16 pm UTC (link)
	Yep. Like I was supposed to trust her not to freak him out all over again, when she couldn't keep from doing just that when he first shrunk. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	rachelsully 2015-03-07 04:57 am UTC (link)
	I'm sorry, Tim. At least she's not here anymore. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	tim_dixon 2015-03-07 07:06 am UTC (link)
	Yeah, you're right. Thanks for letting me rant. I can't exactly tell him about all this stuff. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	rachelsully 2015-03-07 02:04 pm UTC (link)
	No problem. Can't hold stuff in. Especially stuff like that. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	tim_dixon 2015-03-08 06:35 am UTC (link)
	I held it in, but you're easy to talk to when I'm feeling... bitchy. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	rachelsully 2015-03-08 06:54 am UTC (link)
	I'm glad I could help. Venting is good, hon. If you need to get it out, just give me a call. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	tim_dixon 2015-03-08 08:43 am UTC (link)
	You know you can do the same with me too right? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	rachelsully 2015-03-09 04:11 am UTC (link)
	I know. I just don't really have anything that needs to be bitched about lately. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	tim_dixon 2015-03-09 06:50 am UTC (link)
	That's a good thing though. Baby isn't stressed if you aren't either. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	rachelsully 2015-03-09 06:57 am UTC (link)
	Exactly. Better to stay relaxed and not let stuff bother me. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	tim_dixon 2015-03-09 07:23 am UTC (link)
	And you're all relaxed? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	rachelsully 2015-03-09 04:12 pm UTC (link)
	Not really, but I'm working on it. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	tim_dixon 2015-03-09 11:43 pm UTC (link)
	What's going on? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	rachelsully 2015-03-10 01:36 am UTC (link)
	Just realizing that some damage is irreversible. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	tim_dixon 2015-03-10 06:17 am UTC (link)
	What kind of damage are you talking about? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	rachelsully 2015-03-10 02:32 pm UTC (link)
	Guess the best way to describe it would be emotional damage. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	tim_dixon 2015-03-10 10:04 pm UTC (link)
	Okay... You're losing me here. What are you talking about exactly? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	rachelsully 2015-03-10 11:32 pm UTC (link)
	I'm just being stupid. Don't worry about it. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	tim_dixon 2015-03-11 08:29 am UTC (link)
	Woman would you spill it already? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

rachelsully
2015-03-11 03:17 pm UTC (link)

I'm talking about Sarah, okay? It's stupid because she's going through so much shit right now and making sure she's handling things is the priority and I am trying to help with that as much as I can. I take her food and check on her. I can tell, though, that she would rather it was someone else. And I'm just living up to what she thinks of me by being worried about this because there are so many other important things to worry about. But I keep thinking about how Harry was trying to fix things between us and how I basically told him it was a lost cause because I think Sarah actually prefers not having me in her life anymore. And it's all because I seriously fucked up. But I shouldn't even be thinking about that right now.

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	tim_dixon 2015-03-11 10:18 pm UTC (link)
	What did you do exactly? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

rachelsully
2015-03-11 11:39 pm UTC (link)

I took something she said the wrong way, blamed her for things that weren't her fault, then made things worse by having the Doctor put up a temporary psychic block on my end. Nothing was done to her but she's convinced that it was even though the Doctor would never do something like that to someone without permission. Now that he's gone the block is gone as well but I don't think she can tell which feelings are hers and which aren't. If she can even feel anything from me at all right now.

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	tim_dixon 2015-03-11 11:42 pm UTC (link)
	Well shit Rach, you got yourself in a pretty deep hole. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	rachelsully 2015-03-11 11:51 pm UTC (link)
	Like I said. Some damage can't be undone. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	tim_dixon 2015-03-12 12:19 am UTC (link)
	Hey just because it's deep doesn't mean you can't climb out. It's just going to take a lot of doing. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

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